The First Time with Daddy (Patreon)

Robert has been invited over to visit his neighbor, but this time it’s not just a friendly invite. It’s an entryway into a whole new world…

The First Time with Daddy

Part 1

Robert breathed out deeply as he approached the front door of his neighbors house. Three weeks ago, he’d have been able to do this without a second thought, asking for anything from garden tools to a drink at the bar.

Now though he was here for something very different. A feeling of excitement and anxiety shot to his brain as he reached up to the door knocker, his orange fur standing on end and his tail twitching behind him. He knocked three times, lightly tapping as his nerves kept him from slamming it too hard. Footsteps approached from behind it after a few moments, before the door opened wide.

“Rob!”

In front of him was a wolf, his brown head fur slicked back, a fuzz of blonde streaking through it. His muzzle was beaming, a black t-shirt and jeans covered the rest of him. Even as casual as he was he gave off an aura of natural confidence and authority to the fox.

“He… Hey Damien!”

His nervous smile was easily noticeable, even as he tried to adjust his face to look a little more confident.

“Come in, I’m glad you decided to come. I was worried you might not…”

Robert walked past Damien into the corridor of the house and shifted a little. He’d been here before, but never quite like this. The hallway felt strangely new and alien, each part of it feeling like it was part of a life he’d never seen before.

“I ummm… Thank you for.. For inviting me” he stuttered nervously.

Damien chuckled “It’s alright kiddo, relax. You’re not the first little guy I’ve invited over. It’s ok to be a bit nervous, don’t worry.”

Robert continued to shuffle in place “O.. OK…”

“So, how about we sit down and chat for a bit.” Damien showed Robert into the living room, his eyes focussed on the couch “No rush, you can be here for as long as you need”

Taking the offer, Robert sat down and looked around. He’d been here for parties, had pizza here while watching TV and yet now, everything felt so much… bigger. Damien sat next to him, his eyes scanning his friend as he took his time to let him settle.

“So, how long have you been a little huh?”

The fox immediately blushed and squirmed in place “I… I guess as long as I can remember. I just don’t get to explore it much…” he trailed off, his voice going quiet.

Damien put his hand on the fox’s leg “So this is the first time anyone has known?”

He nodded, looking back at the wolf “It feels so strange. I didn’t think I’d find anyone nearby and now it’s so close and…” the anxiety in his voice was building, excitement mixing with fear of the unknown into a crashing wave of emotions.

“Rob, it’s alright. We’ll go as slow as you need to.” Damien turned fully to face him “I’ve been a caretaker for adult babies for a long time now. Everything you’re going through now is totally understandable.”

The fox was shaking a little, his fur standing fully on end “I… I just want to feel like I can be myself. Be the kid inside me that wants to explore everything and… and…”

Damien took Rob's hand and grasped it between his own paws “I’m here. You can, and we will. Can you breathe deeply for me? Try and get yourself a bit more relaxed?”

He felt his chest tighten instinctively as he tried to push it outwards. The focus on breathing helped reduce the sudden rush, but he still felt like he was going a hundred miles an hour down a freeway.

“I… don’t know what to do now. What should I do? Do I…”

“You relax and you wait.” Damien said, a firmness in his voice “This is a high, you need to come down a bit from it so we can make sure we’re doing anything safely.”

Robert felt himself blush “I… I’m sorry”

“Nothing to be sorry about” Damien smiled “You’re doing fine. Better than a lot of others actually”

The two sat there while Robert focused on breathing. Eventually he felt his heart rate start to slow, his body moving out of the flight or fight response it had taken a few minutes prior and into a more comfortable state.

“I… I think I’m ok”

Damien smiled and let his hand go “Good, you’re doing alright kiddo, don’t think otherwise” he laid back onto the couch, clearly relaxing a little himself “First thing I want to do though, just to get us started, is get a safe word in place”

“Huh?”

“It’s a word that means “Stop, I feel unsafe”. “No” is often a natural response to some play, especially with my more bratty charges, so we use a clearer and more obvious word to indicate an immediate stop.”

Rob looked down at his legs and nodded “So… any good ideas?”

Damien chuckled “Well, most like to go with an animal, or food. Hippo, banana, that kind of thing”

“So… Giraffe?”

Another chuckle “Sure, let’s go with that” he took Robert's hand “So, with that established, how about I give you a little tour…” He pulled the foxf to his feet and put his arm around his shoulder. “After all, this is gonna be a safe space from here on out. You can count on it”

With a nod of affirmation, Rob breathed deeply again as he was led from the room by the hand. His feelings about this were transforming from anxiety to excitement, his mind feeling more controlled and relaxed. Damien was doing his best to make him comfortable, he felt safe… why not just let things happen?

The two of them walked around the house, Damien showing Rob each of the rooms in turn. He’d been here before, but now he was being shown things in a different light, with each one being punctuated by a reassuring comment from the wolf.

“I’ll cook something for you later if you’re still around, don’t worry. We’ll have a chat about what you like beforehand and maybe get out some cuter gear if you’d like…”

“The bathroom starts off limits to ya. If you ever feel uncomfortable about that, you have the safe word alright?”

“This is my bedroom, we might come in here if you need space to relax and away from things if you’re feeling like it’s too much. It’s always going to be a space you can revert to being as you are now if you need”

Finally they came to a room on the second floor that was right at the back of the house. The door was white, but unlike the rest of them had a lock on the outside.

“Now this… this is the nursery” Damien took Rob's hand “Remember, if you’re nervous or feel uncomfortable, just let me know ok? This is gonna be a lot to take in.”

Rob nodded “Ye..Yeah. I’ll be fine” he could feel the nerves in his voice. He breathed again and waited for Damien as he took some keys from his pocket and unlocked the door, opening it with a small push.

What greeted the fox was a bright, colorful room that his eyes took in by opening as wide as they could. Light streamed in through a window with netted curtains, bouncing off the bright blue walls that were dotted with evenly sized clouds. The furniture was all clean white mixed with pine, dominated by a single large object in the middle of the room.

“That’s a… crib?”

“Yup, fully sized for bigger kiddo’s. All the sides can go down if you don’t want any up at all, but most like the whole experience.”

Rob stepped in, his mind racing. This was a fantasy world to him, a place he’d only ever imagined seeing. This room had never been somewhere he’d thought about on previous visits, he’d thought it was a guest room. The rest of the furniture around the crib started to catch his eye as he wandered in. A wardrobe was placed up against one wall, vinyl stickers of various cartoon characters running up each door of the white wooden surfaces. A table with a soft foam cover was placed against the other wall, directly under the windowsill with its drawers neatly closed. He walked over to it, gazing at the cute designs that adorned the surface as his muzzle opened with awe.

“Like the changing table huh?” Damien walked behind him “Got it commissioned from a friend, it’s very sturdy and perfectly safe, don’t worry”

“It..” Rob stuttered “It’s awesome…”

Damien chuckled and moved past him to one of the drawers, grabbing the handles “You haven’t seen anything yet”

With a soft pull Damien let the drawer slide open and Rob felt himself nearly jump out of his skin with excitement. There, in front of his eyes, were rows of diapers that were stacked neatly and carefully in the drawer, each one sized up for an adult fur and just waiting for one to be taped into them.

“We’ll get you changed in a sec” Damien closed the drawer again, chuckling as he saw Rob's face “I want to go through a couple of other rules first, ok?”

Rob nodded “O.. of course!”

“Firstly, once we get started, I’m in charge of you. I’m your Daddy, not Damien, and if I say you need to do something, you need to do it, understood?”

Rob nodded “Su..sure”

“As always, remember you have your safe word. That instantly reverts us back to this. We become equals again, I give you space and the play stops”

Another nod came from the fox

“Second, the bathroom is off limits. This changing table and its contents are now what you’re expected to use for that.”

Rob felt his fur stand on end, the image of him wetting one of the diapers making him shiver slightly. Was this really happening?

“Thirdly” Damien went to his pocket and pulled out a little plastic item that Rob instantly recognised “This is your pacifier. This one in particular is very special.” he grinned “If it’s in your mouth, you can’t take it out unless I say so, or you need to say your safe word. Ok?”

Rob nodded vigorously. Excitement was rapidly taking over his nerves now.

“So, without further ado” Damien pushed the pacifier into Rob's mouth “Let’s get my little Robbie changed into some more suitable underwear hmmm?”

Almost instantly the fox felt himself relax. The pacifier started to move back and forth in his mouth as he suckled instinctively, looking into Damiens eyes as he opened the drawer and picked out one of the diapers, the plastic covered garment crinkling as he placed it on the table next to some powder and wipes.

“Hop up kiddo. Daddy needs to put you in a new diaper”

Rob couldn’t help himself. He resisted the urge to leap up, instead carefully maneuvering himself onto the table and resting his head slowly onto the foam pillow at one end. It was comfortable, if a little cold, the easy clean plastic that coated the foam sticking to his fur with a bit of static.

Damien started undoing his belt, slowly at first before pulling his pants down in one swift motion “Underwear? Goodness kiddo, did someone think they were a big boy?”

Rob blushed, his hands going in front of his head to hide it, which only made him feel more childish as they hit the pacifier shield and reminded him it was still there.

“Well, that was silly wasn’t it? We both know you’re far too little to be in big boy briefs…” he pulled down the foxes underwear, getting them round his foot paws and then folding them at the end of the table on top of his pants “Little boys like you need their diapers don’t they?”

Rob shivered against the top of the changing table, nodding again and mewling a little in agreement as Damien unfolded the diaper in front of him “See, this looks a lot better for a little fox kit. It’s even got cute little designs on the front!”

Teddy bears were visible on the landing strip, each one diapered themselves and smiling brightly while pawprints went down the front. Rob's excitement continued to grow with every second, Damien smiling as he watched the half nude fox break out into an adorable smile.

“Let’s get your legs in the air and get this under your bottom” the wolf pulled Rob's feet up, getting the diaper underneath him and unfolding the wings before letting the fox's butt settle back down on the padding.

“Aaaand legs wide kiddo” Rob obeyed, spreading his legs out as Damien started to throw some powder onto his thighs, small giggles coming from his muzzle as the talc tickled the skin under his fur.

“Ticklish huh?” Damien started to rub the powder in, making sure to cover the entirety of his groin “I’ll keep that in mind…” he chuckled to himself as he stood back up to admire his handiwork. Rob's lower body from thighs to belly button were neatly covered in a layer of powder, a soft whiteness covering the otherwise orange fur.

“Mppph…” Rob mewled, squirming a little on the bed as he looked down at himself. He’d been naked in front of other guys before, but never felt so exposed… and yet so tantalized by what was about to happen.

“Last bit, hold still Robbie” the wolf grabbed the top of the diaper and pulled it over the fox’s front, letting it settle on his stomach as he took the tapes of the wings and adjusted them to be evenly spaced on either side.

“One tape… two tapes” the wolf teased, firmly planting them on the landing zone as he went “Three tapes… and the last one… There we go!”

Rob looked back down at himself and couldn’t believe his eyes. He was in a diaper, he was really in a diaper!

“Mmm..” he couldn’t think of anything to say, his mind so overwhelmed and his tongue stuck behind the bulb of the pacifier.

“Someone looks happy to be back in baby pants…” Damien patted the fox’s stomach, lightly rubbing it to reassure and calm him “Let’s get you sat up…”

He offered his hands out to Robbie, the fox taking them and letting Damien pull him into a seated position. The diaper audibly crinkled as it adjusted, Robbie looking down at his new underwear and blushing anew as he was more closely acquainted with the front of it. He prodded it with his hand, curious feelings in his mind overriding everything else.

“You like it I hope?” Damien started to rub Robbies head “Gotta make sure you’re protected right?”

Robbie nodded and looked into the wolf's eyes “Tank… thank you…” he said, making sure to get the words round the pacifier.

Damien drew him into a hug “That’s alright kiddo, this must be very exciting for you huh?”

The fox nodded against Damiens shoulder “Uh huh…”

With a small chuckle, the wolf pulled away and offered out his hands again “So, let's get something on the TV. Ease you in slowly, get you used to things.”

Robbie nodded, taking the paws and letting himself be led off the table and out of the nursery. The diaper noisily crinkled the whole way, rubbing against his thighs and forcibly pushing them apart as he walked. He tried to move normally but found himself unavoidably waddling all the way down the stairs and into the lounge.

“Let’s get back on the couch shall we?” Damien brought him over, sitting down the smiling fox who was now trying hard not to giggle with every moment “I think some cartoons are in order, don’t you?”

Robbie nodded, his eyes lighting up at the suggestion. He’d occasionally popped some on at home but always felt so weird about it. But now, in this moment, it felt right. He was just a kid here, with Damien. Why should he feel weird?

The screen lit up, the show that was on was one featuring cartoon characters Robbie hadn’t seen before. They were all brightly coloured, each one talking to the other in simple sentences, all talking in the third person.

“This is the Grumbles” Damien explained “They’re a bunch of little kids that keep trying to grow up and not quite making it…”

The plot of this show seemed to be about leaving behind a pacifier. Robbie touched the shield of his own as the characters started explaining why it’s ok to need one at their age, that it’s ok to need something to help keep them comfortable. He hadn’t seen a show like this before, he was enthralled by things that were happening in a way he’d never managed to be at home. Damien would occasionally pat his leg to check he was ok, and each time he simply smiled back and nodded. He’d never felt so comfortable before in his life.

“Bye kiddos! Remember to enjoy yourselves, you only get to be a kid once!”

Robbie giggled. Maybe in Grumbleland…

“You seemed to enjoy that Robbie? Everything ok?”

He nodded back enthusiastically. Damien smiled broadly and drew him back into another hug “In that case, how about I get you something to drink? Juice or Milk?”

Robbie thought for a second. He wanted to say milk, his mind racing to the most babyish of the options, but he resisted “Juice pwease”

Damien chuckled “Ok kiddo, wait here. Another episode is starting, I’ll be back soon.”

Robbie settled back into his seat and watched the TV again. He’d been here for no more than an hour, but he already felt like he never wanted to leave…