Uhh, not great but here. (Patreon)

Hey, so I’ve been kinda… eh the past few days. I got some work done here and there but not as much as I’d like. I mostly spent my time freaking out about the then upcoming appointment. Doctor noticed that I was not doing well during the appointment( which was way longer and more in depth than I thought it was going to be) and then I had a panic attack during the appointment which really didn’t help. And I’ve been beating myself up about how I handled the past few days ever since. 

Basically what I was told by my doctor and my therapist was that I have depression, ADD, and anxiety, Annnd a few other things but I’m not going into that just yet. Anyway, I was expecting to have to down a cocktail of different pills but, no, I just have to try one and see how it does in my system. Then we’ll go from there. 

I seriously do appreciate the words of comfort. They helped even though I did shut down as a person for the past few days. It helped me a lot. I felt like I missed this window to reply and then it’s just a bad loop so I’m trying to break that. I’m very thankful. I’lll reply when I can get my headspace in working order. I’ll upload what I got done the past few days. I can’t just leave it on depressing news. I need to be better than what my damaged mentality believes I can be. As cheesy as that sounds..