Update (Patreon)

Hi fellas

How are you? I hope everyone had a great New Year's Eve and all (Kind of late for that isn't it? xD)

First of all, I deeply apologize for my sudden disappearance, both here on Patreon and on Discord, after my last post last year, some things happened in my personal life, more especially in my love life, which resulted in discouragement and pure disgust with myself

Basically this whole time that I was away I was taking care of my mental health or at least trying to take care of it, since I started seeing a psychologist I was in complete change and little by little I realized that my life was heading towards a path in which I didn't want to and now it's practically impossible to get around without making difficult choices that will hurt and disappoint people who trusted me during all this time, especially the person who chose to stay by my side for 9 years, but today I realize that this relationship has become toxic for both sides and impossible to sustain but how could I end something that lasted 9 years of my life without destroying practically all my social circle that I met through this other person? practically impossible isn't it? that's what I thought so on new year's eve I had decided I was going to kill myself because I was too tired to go on, I just wanted to take all the weight off my shoulders and feel light and free, I didn't want to have another year thinking about the same things and dealing with more and more with this problem that I only saw growing but as you already know I didn't do what I should have done because of a friend that I started to know better around September, because of her I created strength to try to change my situation, my lifestyle and find new goals to achieve and like a child who is enchanted by anything shiny I ended up falling in love with her, I know, what a silly thing to say here but I think it's worth it since that's what happened and they took me away from my work and made me completely lose the will to do things

Today I am returning to once again continue with my work and change my life over the course of this year, I will strive to try new things and evolve my work as well, I know that many expect a certain project to be completed and I will be committed to it

I want to take the opportunity to also say that now I will have two people helping me with the drawings from now on, they are newbies but they manage to help me with some things in the coloring stage and I hope that soon they can evolve and help me with more things and leaving work here faster, their adhesion to my work will also give me a little more time to work on my website that I'm creating is nothing very complex and it's quite simple in fact but it will serve as a kind of blog and dissemination of my work, it will be through him that I will reopen requests with new terms that no longer burden me

I think that's it for now, I still don't know how to express myself properly with these things when it comes to talking about myself but I hope that somehow this has been enlightening no matter how small it is, thanks for all your support and thanks for not for having abandoned me at this difficult time, I hope to be able to bring you more updates soon

Sorry for bringing so much drama to this, now I think it's time to get back to work, See you next time.