ํOh We reach 3 year Anniversary yay... [ Life update] (Patreon)

It should be a month full of happiness, but my life has turned against me so much now.!!

wake up and tired of drawing just for an hour or two and tired again.  It feels like despair inside now, not because I hate drawing ,I still like and enjoy doing art work.  I just hate how much people around me try to mess with me or try to occupy my time and space.

I don't even have time to think about next piece of content rn . ( maybe this is the lesson to be fully growth adult? )

idk don't know what it called but now it feel like  am holding alot of stuff in my hand  am so tired holding it but i cant drop it . D:


Don't worry, the storm has nearly passed now. The best I can do is stay strong and hope for the best that on my birthday next month, something good can happen.

but because of all bad happen  i learn something that . I used to be a very aggressive person, but it turned out this characteristic made me so stressed in this kind of situation.

I learn to stay calm more and  have forgiveness for others, not because they deserve it from me. but I deserve the peace that I should have.   

i hope that someday i can lay my back peacefully without think about other thing but improving myself    the biggest goal of mind. I want to be the better version of me   a better artist  a better person  the path is clear and never shaking .

hmm maybe the thing i learn from this storm will make me a better person ? idk


in the end . i know it such a loser to write something like this .  i want to be honest with my feeling and tell the exact thing that happen   it better than being silent.  reading all your comment make me think that how lucky i am having you guy . if a god giving to see all of you here .  thank for all positive thing

but you know me .  i can make it through; am very strong! hehe


Thank for for supporting me even though I am in this kind stiulation you guy still here to help me .

Thank for again and sorry for rip gramma  my english suck so bad ;w;