Life Update (Patreon)

hello everyone hope you all enjoy the new cc + thank you all who voted in the poll + hope you all like the reveal of the mod concept I released this June. I queued up posts on my blog for people who follow there too.

things I've been made aware of about sims this month:

1. horses. - they're here. why do they take up a household slot when we only have 8 when it should be 10? why no grass growing with seasons ep on lots for goats or sheep? can we cut grass for hay?  can they be used for transportation? are there any wild horses like we have wild cats/dogs? if we don't get unicorns or Pegasus I don't care for them.

2. this person is stealing tons and tons of cc and charging for it. she has way more patrons than I do (as one of the people who made some of the cc originally that they host is ironically getting less support I'm offended) which is shocking that so many people support a thief who complains about others 'leaking their content' but you stole it? all of your content IS NOT YOUR CONTENT! you're delusional, a thief & I'm filing out my DMCA form asap. if you aren't aware of this here here here are the details.

3. alot of you voted for werewolf genetics which is shocking but I'm intrigued to know that people want those. I don't see many supernatural simmers posting about it even since I've been more into occult sims lately. this doesn't mean the other things wouldn't be made it's just an observation

4. I made a kick! sim streams coming one day w/o restrictions, follow if you have an account 

https://kick.com/yokozii https://kick.com/yokozii https://kick.com/yokozii 

full transparency: I figured I'd express and post this now before I don't have access to do so.

I have been trying my hardest to find work and I have an interview tomorrow but it is a distance I have to travel and I can't afford to get there. it was either buy food for next few days or not have enough for the ride. I literally have not had much $ this past month, from having to pack up and leave my hotel to moving here took all my money I had. my best friend even helped which was great, she's an angel and I even had a few people donate to help me which was wonderful I appreciate those people a ton too.  unfortunately this job, they're the only company that has replied to me within the last 2 weeks, my last interview decided not to pick me that I spent over a month in communication with which sucks. I've applied to 32 jobs within the last month. I literally counted them all and I feel like either someone is preventing me from getting hired, my phone & email are both hacked, or something is stopping my progression. patreon funds for June went towards my storage where all my things are *so grateful for everyone here for that* and transportation to move around. other than those I have nothing at this point. all of my saved $ went towards the hotel which is what frustrates me the most that they did not care about my situation at all prior to having to leave. to make matters worse the lady that I've been staying with doesn't really want me here & isn't who I thought she was when she offered me to stay. I thought she was a friend (old co-worker) but all she does is lie about everything, steal, and does alot of crooked hateful things to people and is really mean to her kids. but she sent me a text tonight that said her landlord found out I was staying here and I have to leave by friday or she gets evicted. which I don't know is even true or if she is lying about it and just wants me gone because I asked her eldest son who and he was clueless. either way I don't have anywhere to go, shelters are full for the next month near me and everything is getting worse and worse & I feel very hopeless. I don't know what to do.

I don't want to constantly ask or expect help but I do think this is because for so many years I went through alot of abuse and pain and did not ask for help which is more than likely why I'm in this position and I have no one to depend on irl, I have never asked for help up until I left last year and I still struggle with it and I'm doing all of this on my own without help. this is alot on me & I can't take this on

I don't know when I will be able to make anything new or be active creating so don't expect any CC moving forward for the time being. I just can't do this mentally