All of the Above (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello, all. Summer was busy this year, so much so that I'm still getting over the fact that it's almost over. We're in September now; closer to 2022 and another year of my life spent trying to rebound from 2017-2020. I've got one session in the works, another model almost ready to throw into the fire, and another model that's an update to an already existing one. I have a day job and a 3D hobby that doesn't feel like a job but is sort of between being one and still remaining shit I do for fun. The rest of the things I enjoy doing have effectively been put on hold for several months, including having a life outside of all this. You know, a normal one where I meet normal people. I'm a hermit so the 10% of my time devoted to having a social life anyway (anxiety is a mf) is reduced to 0. Not unhappy about that per se but I sure as shit don't meet women being cooked up. I'm no ladykiller but I'd like to think there's someone out there for me so I don't have to keep lusting after a niece that'll never be with me. What I can do is continue doing what I'm doing, making that paper, try to lose some damn weight and then maybe focus on love life. I'm on the wrong side of 30 and already out of the physical prime of my life. I wasted several years that had nothing to do with anyone here - I was a big nob and my own failures in life caught up to me. 2021 is supposed to change all that. Stick around and you'll be the first to get updated on what's going on in my life and what I'm working on (if I can get to it in time).