『暴力の人類史』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

I really hate a loud sound desu. especially when people gather to celebrate desu.

I do not understand the true meaning of celebrating desu.

I used to make a lot of sounds and be loud when I was a kid, but I stop

because my father punish me for it desu.

lately, I really can not control my angry when someone makes a loud sound desu.

maybe because [I have been punished

so I wonder why they do not get punished as I do] desu.

what you guys do not know is,

I almost try to run out with the replica Katana to slash at them desu.

I try to be reasonable with them by going to talk about the sound problems but everyone thinks I plan to go to start a war with them desu.

so my lazy brother and my cousin just go to talk to them instead of my place desu.

because they are our long neighbor desu.

and they do not know that I need to focus on work desu.

at least we succeed at making them stop celebrating after 22:00 desu.

and in the daylight, if they talking too loud I can just open some music desu.

but somehow I start to get pissed off when I hear they laugh desu.

this happens once or twice a week because they come back from work desu.

my lazy brother knows them that is why he told me that

[they come back from work and need to relax unlike you]

that make me angry and said

[I work non-stop when I need to relax when I need to celebrate everything]

my lazy brother just give me a disappointed look

that made me really angrier because he make it sound like I am the one who is selfish and do not understand anything desu.

maybe I am mad at him because he knows that,

I get it but pretend like I do not understand it desu.

because

everyone needs to celebrate needs time to relax that why

I the one who works some kind like the entertainer

have a job to do because everyone wants to celebrate desu.

ironically would explain how I feel toward this conflict desu.

I try to lower my rage by trying to understand and complain here ne.

I feel better now desu. going to rest a bit more desu.

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current work about 70% now desu.

thanks to the sound I need to work overtime because too angry to go to sleep desu.

will keep updated news below desu.