『休憩です』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

the reason I am sensitive about the comment is because

I try to understand why they are doing that desu.

asking for an example of an RPG project from me who is currently be the CG maker,

what point of this question?

I mean did you do not know that I work on CG hentai?

did you do not know that I and my team was about to lose the place to stay?

did you do not know that without me working on the CG hentai

what going to happen to me and people in my team?

did you even know what I have been carrying until now?

asking this question means you do not understand the situation

that I am in at all desu.

two years ago, before Fanbox

I am working on an RPG game with Satanel-san before desu.

and we try so hard to find supporter desu.

the day without toxic the day is so beautiful the day that everyone is happy desu.

I plan to work on it for just 2 years only 2 years to complete the game desu.

but end up we do not have enough support desu.

and when I asking for the support desu.

no one going to play music for your game

because you are a low-life game maker

no one going to be a CG assistant for you

because you are a low-life game maker

no one going to give you money

because you are a low-life game maker

no one going to let you sleep in this house

because you are a low-life game maker

I plan to give my life to you guys desu.

I plan to be a slave

I plan to work until I die

and all I ask is the place to work desu.

I cry desu.

I am angry desu.

at the people who did not decide to help me desu.

I need to sell my lazy brother, I need to cut people out just to survive desu.

and I hate myself for this

I still do not know If Satanel-san going to come back to work with me or not desu.

because no one stupid enough to buy you a building or give you money for some fu*#@!# stupid example desu.

I know it the best because this is the best lesson I got when I first arrived here desu.

I will lead your guys to the new era of the Hentai world,

by prove my worth to you guys desu.

that all it takes for this Fanbox and an excuse for you guys to bet on me desu.

and If it was not enough that only means I do not deserve your support desu.

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I going to rest for today desu.

think about the past make my hand shaking desu.

I want to say something more but I will just rest desu.

talking more only hurt you guys feeling desu.

and ruin everything desu.

this stress is too much for me to work desu.