[ Heart of Stone AU ] The Sorrow of the God (Patreon)

This AU is NOT about angst, actually far from it!! Surprisingly though, it all came up after this extremely angsty comic... 

Can't wait to show you moreeee!! And I really hope you'll enjoy 💕

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Now rambling a bit about HOW GREAT DRAWING THIS MADE ME FEEL!! Yes I cried real tears after asking for sad playlists on Discord to put me in the mood and people delivered - I think I've also cried the day after while inking because I had to mimic Zhongli's expressions 😂
But working on putting those emotions on canvas really felt like learning to speak again - not like learning another language, but rediscovering the world through the communication of these emotions. I feel like it's beyond I can put into words, so sorry if it doesn't make much sense. 

The point is, I started doing art because I aimed to make the audience feel emotions, and I strive to get better and better!! I keep focusing on expressions, body language, gestures, colors (← still what I such the most at), composition... NSFW was my favorite thing to draw because emotions during sex are strong, and they were a challenge to draw!  
As I've been growing as an artist thanks to your support, you gave me the opportunity to explore various styles which mean different ways of depicting emotions, and now spacing into completely new emotions with those tools I acquired feels amazing!! I don't know how else to describe it, it's just AMAZING!!

So this is why I hope you enjoyed the comic (angst aside, I totally understand if it's not your thing) - it would mean I achieved my goal. In any case, thank you for simply making the attempt possible!! 🙇‍♂️💜💜💜