I am alive yet I'm a ghost ? (Patreon)

Boy have I been a silent disgrace in the last week haha. I am sorry I didn't give any sign of life or streaming on discord. I just wanted to show I am not deceased and give the bit of context for the radio silence !

I have to admit that I fried my brain a little bit in the last month with the endless delay I keep getting myself stuck into and the lack of sleep (everytime I'd make up an organized plan for the next week or two things would never go as planned and would still get delayed) and when I have stuff on my mind, any social management becomes a lot heavier and stressful than it normally is. Usually that is what leads to me ghosting while I get the other thing sorted out by myself in silence - hence lack of interaction basically everywhere and my avoidance of social medias lol

So I have been working more hours than I should allow myself, I'm not slacking off even though I'm silent, I've been trying to avoid working 24hours+ cycles in the last days since I caught a little bug (maybe strep throat, maybe flu or just a cold, lack of sleep probably weakened my immune system and got hit right in the face with germs, i never get sick lol) --- I"m also trying to revive my deadass dum babybrain, trying out meditation breaks when I can and god is it refreshing to just turn off your brain and concentrate on your breathing for a bit, very nice 10/10 do recommend

I'm just getting my file pileup sorted out while getting rid of the bug, I'm almost done with it (maybe another day or two to make sure) - I haven't dug into the last suggestion post yet but that's what I'm gonna work on wednesday or thursday after I've been good grl uwu you will hear from me back to prime meat status soon enough

So TLDR; not dead, sick and deep fried tho so I shut myself down while getting shit sorted out, slowly animorphing into a yoga mom, shit is almost patched up but another mb 2 days of silence to make sure the bug and the files are taken care of and I'll be mentally ready to rub myself on that last suggestion post with stream and catch up with concerned people sliding into my dms lol

5am bedridden meru out into dreamland o7 i hope you amazing bbyboos are doing great and you are keeping yourselves warm ! (Or cool, for the aussie yknow)

Oh unrelated but I was contacted by patreon about some stuff, I've been told though that what I've been drawing in the last (little over a) year are all a+ to the patreon tos and just had to review like a handful of older files B) that's very reassuring, I was never sure if I was in the clear and thought I could loose my livinghood at any given day so good thing that isn't a worry on the back of my mind anymore haha ?