That KJ guy rants, again...! (Patreon)

That damn KJ rants, again! 

Let me just first of all start with a big thank you to those that has supported me here both current and before, many of you for many years! Actually a few of your since I started this Patreon on December 2018 which makes this Patreon page 5 years old! During those years I've updated with art every single month, not one month have I not just given up and said damnit; I just don't have the time! It must be said, it has cost me mentally and my creativity has hit rock bottom many times. Sadly my style and probably also subject matter isn't everyone's cup of tea, I don't hit home with the bigger audiences like so many of my peers which has always meant that I couldn't pay all my bills with the Patreon pledges. I had a slow rise in patrons the first years, but then I've seen an equally slow decline the last two years. I've tried many different strategies over the years, how I draw, what I draw, female and futa, only futa, celebrities, comics, simple style, detailed style etc... None of it has halted the loss of patrons and income which has made me having to resort to more commission work, both adult and mainstream. 

So what I want to go back to is to simply have fun with this and not feel pressured into cramming out as much as I'm physically capable of drawing each month. Maybe one month will be a big complex drawing with multiple characters in a detailed style and a few skethcy style pinups, playing around with style and techniques. Another month might be more detailed pinups, who knows... I've talked about variants before, and there will be less of them. Also not every single drawing will have both futa and female variations. 

If you're really here for the artist and his process, this actually seems like a more logical way to do it... I'm not a human artist vending machine after all which seems to be what many out there have come to expect and demand no less... I know that money is tight with many, and understandably can't support all the artists you want, so no hard feelings if you opted me out. 

I've uploaded a spreadsheet with all the art I've made here during these five years, apart from all the bonus stuff. It's only visible to paid members though since they're not censored.