Life Update (Patreon)

For those that have been talking to me the last few weeks, you'll know I've undergone some very hard emotional hardships. If you're not aware, here's what's up: A month ago I lost my grandfather to cancer while I was at FWA 2018. We knew he would eventually pass but it's not just something I can brush off my shoulders and move on from right away. Because of him I learned how to manage my finances and how to drive. Last Sunday, Treble's grandmother passed away. They were pretty much best friends and she's been taking it very hard as a result. All of my spare time has been dedicated to being with her, attending the funeral and just helping her cope in this difficult time. Earlier this week I was informed that my grandmother is advancing further into Alzheimer's to the point she has at best, 2 months left to live. Last time I visited her she wouldn't say a word and essentially appeared to be lifeless. I owe a lot to her. Basically if it weren't for my grandmother I would be homeless, out on the street and possibly involved with the wrong kind of people. Today I learned that my other grandmother has fluid around her heart and everyone in my family is worried about what this could lead to. Because of all these happenings, I may be cutting back on live streams for a little while so I can spend more time with my family and with Treble. 2018 is shaping up to be one of the most emotionally draining years of my life. Treble and I are just beyond drained. We didn't sleep for 3 days straight. Making videos helps me get my mind off of these things but it can also only do so much to keep myself emotionally stable. That being said however, I owe a lot to all of you (including art commissions) for helping me keep the bills paid and just overall being all very awesome to talk to. There will still be a new video this Friday in any case <3 Thank you all so much for understanding.