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Sarah's Babysitter

“Oh it’s great, you see it picked up that giggle from the baby” Cynthia said as she walked back into the room with a glass of wine in one hand and her phone in the other with Emma besides her. Katie quickly placed her thumb back into her mouth and picked up a toy each as the mommies entered the room, Katie picked up a large block and began to stack it onto another block while Sarah picked up her doll and walked her around the floor. Emma nodded “Yeah that’s a great baby monitor, I should get one that links to my phone. I still have the old fashioned one but it does the job” she said as she took a sip of wine. Cynthia smiled as she sat down on the couch “Yeah I needed it, since Phoebe moved out I couldn’t keep taking her out of her playpen every time I needed to go and get something from the other room. I won’t let her play with any little toys so she couldn’t put anything in her mouth and accidentally swallow but you know you never stop worrying about how helpless they are” she smiled as she looked over at her infantile daughter. Sarah sucked on her pacifier as she looked over at Emma and blushed slightly “It’s always when she talks to other grown ups about how much of a baby that I am that still embarrasses me. I have become numb to it when it’s just mummy and Phoebe but when they mention something like I’m helpless to someone else it still embarrasses me that it’s so true now”.

Emma nodded “So you leave her in the playpen for everything now and just use the baby monitor?” she asked as she took another drink of wine. Cynthia shook her head and smiled “No not really I place her in her highchair if I’m making dinner for us and I still have her follow me if I’m going to use the toilet or going for a shower and getting changed. Anything that will take more than a minute then she follows me but if I’m getting her a fresh bottle or myself a snack then I will leave her” she said as she took a large drink. Katie looked at Sarah and frowned, she removed her thumb and signed “Mom potty poop and you?” she asked, Sarah rolled her eyes and nodded with a sign from behind her pacifier. Katie gave her a sympathetic smile before returning her thumb to her mouth. Sarah looked down at the doll between her legs as she bit into her pacifier “Yeah I still have to follow her into the toilet even if she needs to poop. It’s always way worse if I’m already wearing a messy diaper and I have to sit in my mess while my mummy sits on the toilet, it hits me every time that I’m nothing but a baby that has used her diaper like a baby while I should be using a toilet like a grown up I am never going to do that again” she thought when the doorbell rang.

Sarah’s heart began to race as she watched her mummy finish her glass of wine and stand up “That must be them” she said with a smile”, Emma frowned “You sure they will be fine looking after both babies?” she asked. Cynthia nodded and smiled as Emma finished her wine and looked at her phone “OK well I have to be going or I’m going to be late” she said as she stood up. Cynthia nodded as she began to leave the room“No problem, I will go meet them at the door and explain everything while you say goodbye to Katie and then you can meet them and go”. Emma nodded as she watched Cynthia leave the room and took a deep breath, she turned to Katie and smiled down at her “Now you little stinker you be a good baby for your babysitters. I’m sure you will now give mummy a big kiss” she cooed as she walked towards the playpen. Katie removed her thumb and smiled as Emma squatted down on the other side of the playpen and leaned towards her, Emma puckered up her lips and closed her eyes as Katie leaned forward and did the same. Sarah watched on in with raised eyebrows as their lips touched and Katie let out a loud “Mwaah” for a few seconds before pulling away. Emma opened her eyes and smiled “Good baby, mommy loves you” she said softly, Katie smiled back “Me wuv you mommy” she lisped out before placing her thumb back into her mouth. Emma turned to Sarah and smiled “Love you too baby Sarah” she cooed, Sarah blushed “Wuv woo awty Emmwa” she lisped out from behind her pacifier. Emma giggled as she stood up and left the room.

Sarah quickly turned to Katie and shook her head “What that? Kiss on mouth? Love?” she quickly signed. Katie frowned as she removed her thumb and frowned “What? I have to” she signed back. Sarah shook her head back as she sucked on her pacifier “That was a real smile? I’m sure that was a real smile when she went in for the kiss and a real smile when she said that she loved her back. Was it or am I just reading too much into?” she wondered. Katie sighed as she continued to stare at her “What?” she signed. Sarah bit into her pacifier “Nothing, my…..dream” she signed hoping that she would understand the substitute word. Katie nodded slowly as she placed her thumb back in her mouth and continued to build the blocks. Sarah sighed “I’m so glad we can sign to each other but I really wish we could just talk, maybe I am reading too much into it and it’s just something she has become accustomed to. Maybe she just likes the physical affection and touch which is understandable, I mean I miss when mummy doesn’t give me a cuddle or a kiss on the forehead goodnight after I have been naughty so maybe it’s just that. We both have to do things that we never thought we would ever do and we have got used to them, I never in a thousand years thought I would spend each day sucking on my mummy’s breast while she pats my diapered bum but here we are and I’m sure she never thought she would be living with a random woman that treats her like a baby. Maybe she has grown feelings for her just because of the time spent together or something, whatever it is I can’t really judge if it helps her cope with everything going on with her” she thought with a sigh. She looked over at Katie and smiled from behind her pacifier “I’m glad you’re here” she signed, Katie turned to Sarah with a smile but it quickly disappeared and the color drained from her face as she looked up at the doorway and the tall man staring down at them.

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