Dana's Despair (Patreon)

 Chapter 01

Dana awoke to knocking on her bedroom door “Go away” she shouted as she rolled over onto her stomach, the door suddenly opened which caused Dana to groan out of frustration as her mother walked into the room “You got a parcel” she said cheerfully as she placed the parcel at the end of the bed “You should be getting up anyway, just because it's the school holidays doesn’t mean you can spend it in bed”. Dana groaned again “Well I’m 18 so I can get up when I want” she said as she rolled onto her back with her eyes still firmly shut. Her mother ignored her as she opened the curtains and the bright sunlight entered the room, Dana groaned as she placed her forearm over her eyes “What you do that for!?” she shouted. Her mother walked back towards the bedroom door and shook her head “Its to get you out of bed young lady” she said as she left the room closing the door behind her.

Dana sighed as she continued to lie in her bed “I don’t want to get up yet” she thought but now the noise of her younger siblings arguing somewhere in the house was as clear as day. She slowly removed her arm and squinted her eyes “What time is it?” she said as she reached over to her bedside table and fondled around for her phone. Eventually, her hand found it and she brought it towards her, “8:00 am? Far too early to be awake” she thought when she noticed she had a message. She opened up her phone “Gary? Why is he messaging me? I told him it was over” she said as she opened the message “Got my parcel baby girl?” she read, she frowned as she lowered her phone and looked down at the parcel sitting at the foot of her bed “I hate when he calls me baby girl, yes he's ten years older than me and he always says it in a mocking way but why has he sent me a parcel? Is he buying me presents to try to win me back? Well it’s not going to work he’s too controlling. I was never allowed to decide anything, he wanted to choose what I wore, what I ate, even when I went to bed it was too much” she bit her lip slightly “The sex was great though and he had such a great body and a lot of money” she quickly shook her head “No, its over but what would he send me? I bet its something expensive” she smiled as she quickly sat up. The bedsheets that covered her fell down revealing the white silk nighty that loosely hung from her body, she looked down at her slim body and sighed at her left breast hanging out “Well I’m glad my mum didn’t see that when she barged in” she thought as she adjusted herself.

She lent forward and took hold of the parcel, it was small and soft which piqued her interest “What is it? Clothes? Would he really think that would make me go back out with him?” she sighed as she began to open it up. She tipped the parcel upside down so whatever was inside could fall out “It must be clothes, I’m sure I could return it and get the money for it” she thought with a smile when suddenly a large diaper fell out of the parcel followed by a piece of paper. Dana let out a nervous laugh as she stared at the white diaper resting on her bed “What the hell?” she said as she prodded the plastic-covered diaper “Why has he sent me a diaper? He is crazy I’m better off without him” she thought when she noticed the paper and picked it up.

Dana’s heart was racing, her mouth had become dry and she was sweating profusely as she stared at the paper “He found out? How did he? Oh god what does he want?” she thought nervously as she scrunched up the paper and threw it across the room. She sat motionless for a moment when her phone vibrated, she let out a sigh as she picked it up and looked at the message from Gary “Pretty simple, you do something for me and I will drop it” she read through gritted teeth. She felt like she was going to be sick as she looked back at the diaper “What do I have to do? I only used his credit card a few times, well not really it was about $30k but I can’t believe he got a lawyer involved and if he presses charges I could go to jail” she thought while shaking “I can’t go to jail, no my life would be ruined” tears began to form in her eyes when her phone vibrated again she nervously picked it up and her eyes widened “I want baby to send me a video of you dancing, in your nice black dress and your nice white diaper and I will drop it all….you have one hour” she quickly placed her hand over her mouth as she dropped her phone, shaking with embarrassment and fear as she stared down at the diaper.

She shook her head “I can’t do it, there is no way I’m going to put on a diaper and dance for him. That’s crazy I need to sort something out with him” she took hold of her phone and tried to type a message to Greg but nothing was happening “What?!” she shouted out “Why won't it let me type anything?” she shook her head “I need to talk to him” she said with desperation as she pressed the call button. Her throat was dry as she nervously placed the phone to her ear “I need to be sweet, just make him see this is crazy I will even go back out with him if it stops him from doing this” she thought. Her phone clicked and an automatic voice began talking “You have been blocked from contacting this person, you have one hour to fulfil the contacts requests” then silence. Dana slowly removed the phone from her ear and swallowed “What?” she said weakly, she looked at her phone which had opened a countdown and was reading 00:58:43. She stared at her phone for a moment in shock as the countdown continued “How is he doing this? I knew he was rich and had something to do with computers but how is he doing this? What am I going to do?” she thought as a cold shiver ran down her spine that shook her all over and her right breast popped out of her nighty.

Chapter 02

  Dana hadn’t moved an inch while she sat on her bed with her eyes locked on the diaper sitting in front of her, the shock of it all had scared her stiff as her mind was racing with every possibility. “It could be a bluff but why would he go this far with it? I could just ignore it all and see what happens but what if he is telling the truth and I could get arrested” her heart began to race as she swallowed “I could just do it, I mean it's a diaper. It's clothing that people wear. He has seen me in my underwear and seen me naked I guess him seeing me in a diaper isn’t the worst” she let out a sigh “But what will he do with the video? He will always have that over me and what if it's not the end” she flung her head back and stared at the ceiling “I hate this!” she shouted out in frustration.

Suddenly there was a knock at her door, she quickly looked down at the diaper and turned bright red “I can’t let anyone see that” she thought as she quickly grabbed it and flung it under her bedsheets. Another quick knock at her door, Dana looked up at the door in frustration but before Dana could respond her mother opened the door. Her mother shook her head “Put your breast away, nobody wants to see that” she said as she quickly looked up at the ceiling, Dana turned white as a sheet as she looked down at her right breast hanging out the top of her nighty, she quickly adjusted her self “I can’t believe I was so focused on the diaper that I completely forgot about that” she shook her head as her mother looked back down “That’s better, your brother, sister and I are going to the shops, I was going to see if you wanted to come but we are leaving now so is there anything you want?” Dana sighed “Vodka” she said without thinking. Her mother frowned at her “Vodka? It’s 9 am Monday morning, Don’t even joke about that. Fine, I won't get you anything we will be back later” she shouted as she quickly spun around on the spot and left Dana’s bedroom but didn’t close the door. Dana heard her mother shouting at her younger siblings, then came a bang as the front door was slammed shut and Dana was left in silence. She shook her head “Why did I say that? I know it's a touchy issue with her, ever since my dad drank himself into an early grave. She won't even let alcohol in the house. So great with everything else I know have my mother angry at me”.

Her phone vibrated which took Dana out of her miserable trance, she slowly picked it up “30 minutes, make it sexy! I want a diaper strip show” She gripped her phone tightly as she tightened her jaw “A diaper strip show?! Has he gone crazy?!” she shouted when her phone vibrated again “What now?” she said with frustration. “Five – Ten years or a five-minute Diaper Dance. Your choice” tears began to form in her eyes again “He is forcing me to do this, I really don’t have a choice. Like he said five minutes and it's over and I don’t have to worry about it” she wiped her face as she slowly lifted her bedsheets up. She swallowed hard as she stared down at the diaper once again “Right lets get this over with before I change my mind and then I’m in big trouble” she said as she shook took hold of the diaper and felt the soft plastic against her fingers and shook with embarrassment “Right well the best way to put this on is lying down” she let out an embarrassed laugh as she unfolded the large diaper “Wow its huge, its an actual adult diaper and soon I’m going to be an actual adult wearing it” she sighed. “If I remember correctly “Dionne’s sixteen so I was about four when she was out of diapers at about two but Luke took ages to get out of diapers I think he was four so I was nine then and I remember someone told me that always lie down” she shook her head as she lay back down on her bed with her head once again resting against her pillow.

She took the diaper and held it to her waist and grimaced “OK now it’s time” she said to motivate herself as she lifted up her nighty revealing her trimmed pubic area, she lifted her bum up off the bed and slid the diaper underneath her and gingerly lowered herself down onto the soft material. She felt a nervous shiver run through her as she felt the diaper resting against her bum “I’m actually doing this, why? No, if I think about it I’m going to back out then what am I going to do?” she sighed as she sat up slightly and took hold of the front of the diaper and pulled up the plastic-covered underwear. She slammed her head back onto the soft pillow in frustration as she pulled the front up over her vagina and rested it against her, she shook her head as she looked up at her crotch that was now covered in the diaper “I wish I had vodka” she said as she slowly grabbed hold of the tabs of the diaper “Well this is it” she said and she pulled the sides of the diaper as hard as she could and taped it in place tightly against her.

Dana let out a large sigh and then placed her hand on her forehead “Now I remember It’s best to lie down to make it tight and make sure there are no leaks” she shook her head “Well I don’t have to worry about that, I could have done it standing. I wouldn’t have felt so foolish but whatever its done now time to get the dress on and get this over with. I’m going to hate this!” she half shouted as she stood up and quickly removed her nighty and shook as she looked down at her young body wearing nothing but a diaper.

Chapter 03

“I can't believe I really have to do this” Dana thought as she looked down at the large diaper wrapped around her waist, she shook with embarrassment as she sighed “What other choice do I really have?” she asked herself, she took a nervous step forward and blushed as she felt the diaper press between her legs and heard the rustle of the plastic coming from her new padded underwear. “This is so humiliating” she said to herself as she walked towards her wardrobe with her jaw tightened she felt a wave of embarrassment wash over her with every awkward step, her large diaper swung as she moved towards her wardrobe. She opened the door and quickly looked for the black dress “Why does he want me to wear this? He did always say he liked me in it because it made me look sexy, it hugged my body perfectly but I never would have thought he liked me in it while wearing this diaper” she said with a sigh when she spotted the dress hanging up. Dana grabbed the black dress from her closet and took it off the hook and held it in front of her with both hands as she shook her head  “I guess anything beats going to jail I just never thought this would be the way to stop it” she said as she once again looked down at the large diaper wrapped around her waist. She quickly lifted the dress over her head and pulled it down over her young body and made sure it covered the diaper. The fitted dress showed off the curves of her sexy body like it usually did but now it also showed the bulge of the diaper around her waist and her now large padded bum.

Dana took a deep breath as she continued to try and pull the dress down, she looked over her shoulder at her protruding bum and her eyes widened “Its huge! I must look so stupid right now” she said as she placed her hands over her bum and gave it a gentle squeeze to try in vain to hide the bulk. She shook her head and sighed once again “I know that’s never going to work but hey it was worth a shot” she said as she removed her hands from her bum. She took hold of her wardrobe door to close it when she noticed her knee-length black boots sitting on the floor of her wardrobe and she cocked her head “Would they make this look any better? Might make my bum look less big? At least when I take this dress off I will look still mature and not like an overgrown baby” she thought. She shook her head as she bent over and took hold of the boots, she turned and slowly walked back to her bed not realizing that the dress had raised up slightly at the back and her diaper was now clearly on show. She sat back on her bed with a loud crinkle which caused her to blush as she felt the padded underwear press against her once again “Just 5 minutes and I can take this off and won't have to deal with it again” she thought as she lent forward and placed her boots on.

Slowly she stood up and grimaced “I’m 18 years old and I’m wearing a diaper, I’m about to strip for an ex and show him that I’m wearing a diaper. This is wrong on so many levels but I don’t really have a choice, I have to do this to avoid him pressing chargers against me” she thought with dread. Dana picked up her phone and read the time “10 minutes left, Right well I guess I’m ready” she said as she turned the camera on and set her phone down on her bedside table facing the wall of her bedroom. Her heart was pounding and her mouth had become dry as she looked down at her phone nervously “I guess its time, I need to make this look sexy, just forget that I’m wearing this horrible thing and just do it” she thought and with a large sigh, she took a deep breath and slowly faked a smile. She looked down at the camera once again and nodded to herself as she slowly walked into view of the camera, her heart raced as she looked down at her camera when she slowly began to move her hips around “No going back now” she thought as she continued to dance for the camera.

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