Recovery (Patreon)

hi all, so i've been try to rest  a little bit from this (i dunno what to said) stress  i guess...

yeah little by little getting better even some times my head kinda hurt, but i try to do some cardio or some rest a bit...

so yeah i'm sorry  for all the cause, like u guys not geting mega link, or the new link really mess up, i will fix asap if my body (especially mind ) capable... cause mega bannned all the data and i should copy and paste all the new link and it's really alot... again i'm sorry for this situation...

and i'm still draw everyday try to be produtive, and not doing something 'stupid'...

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sadly this is all i able to do now... sorry if you guys expect me to make animation such xxx sim or other, but right now i can't make some big project due my mental condition... i don't want to make a promise that i can't make it (especially for you guys)

again maybe some of you guys think why not make just an cartoon illustration or something that colored... yeah i know i've been considering that too but i just don't really into it guys... honestly i want to make some h*ntai... i just thing it's really satisfying...

so again i'm apologize with this decision... expecially for you guys that really support me until this day and have different prespective... cause i'm just say all my income is because this platform (patreon) .So if i don't have patreon or something else to support i'm problably nothing... you guys really make me something for real...  

i know it's sound overreacting but let me tell you that i don't have anybody in my life that support me on art even my parent really think it's stupid, i really frustated and that's why i draw some l*wd stuff 😔...  

and then i made patreon... and this is my first time have people that want to support (paid) me for my work... and that's why i'm sorry to much and feel really guilt if i didn't finished my project , not giving something to my patreon or not doing better work every month...

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again i'm sorry for all this drama... and this not important post... it's hard for me to keep in my mind... now i'm living alone so basicly i have no body to listen to me, all i have is you guys... i'm try to write it down to calm my self from this mental issue... so thanks a lot for this time thanks a lot for the support, i'm sorry for all  my mistake , again i'm still draw some lewd stuff and will post it in this platform....

hope you guys have great day 💙

p.s

sorry if i can't message back on patreon but i dunno what happen, i can't see my patreon message... it's the loading it's keep spinning...  :(...
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