Looking ahead... (Patreon)

For context, Im just up late thinking about what I can do differently or how I can be better. I’m at a spot right now where I’m not liking my thoughts and I’m feeling less and less like myself. I’m trying to push through everything but I’m finding myself just disappointed and discouraged. This stuff is all random to you but I’ve been thinking about all of this for a good while now, and I’m just sharing.

I think something that I need to work out is my relationship with how I handle working on videos here. I feel like I’m scared of you guys. I’m not sure how to explain it, but I feel like I have to tread lightly, I can’t make mistakes, I feel on edge always and I’m scared to be open and share certain things. I’m not saying it’s solely anyone’s fault but I am having a hard time. This is also not how I want to view our relationship, it’s not the community dynamic that I want to build so I need to somehow figure that out. 😕

Well, anyways, something I’ll be trying out will be to rotate groups content out with our shows/videos. I'll probably start to lock in on a specific group or two's content and see how that does. It may lessen variety during the month, maybe, but overall, I think it'll add a fresh change of pace. I think I’ve always asked outwardly what i should do, and barely seen if anything I could come up with could work for me. I just want to test some small things out before things really hit the fan for me. I’ve been stagnant and I'm trying to switch things up to see if we can make this work. I will possibly, be syncing the rotating content with videos on YouTube as well. This doesn’t mean I’ll only always post one group’s stuff but i will probably be trying to narrow down on stuff for a bit (mainly show wise). One group, I'll for sure be including first is Seventeen, I’ve been really enjoying their stuff. 

I'd also like to reiterate that I'll be looking for you guys to interact with the posts that you want to see more of! Whether it's thoughts/opinions or your favorite emoji as you're passing by, drop a comment or a like! You gotta pull up for me if we're gonna peep a piece of content together! I mean like overall too, I can start a drama first ep, people engage and by the 2nd to last episode I’ll get no more comments and 70% less likes and engagement. That sucks when I’m watching alongside and not batch filming and when I’m going off of the support / how many people want the show to go on. ie: No one likes my TWICE videos, that’s fine I know no one wants that here but I do so I do anyways but I know you don’t want that because you don’t engage. However, consistently during The Game Caterers, xx amount of people engaged I was able to see how many people wanted that, it helps. The likes and comments will likely take priority to appeal to the majority.

Also we’ll be trying a drama soon (separately) to see if we will be bringing kdramas to the channel occasionally, they will be coming on here first and edited on YT. 

Well that’s all for now, thanks for reading. 🖤