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Hey everyone, I first want to say thank you for helping reach 800 patrons again it’s been around half a year since we’ve hit that milestone. Will continue working towards touching 1,000 and other goals!

I haven’t said too much to you all in a bit so I wanted to make a post to say a few things. Apart from my last update video, with the stress/death in the family, I went to the funeral and have been feeling kind of off since. I’ve been pushing through it and recording content for next month throughout it all, so even if you don’t see any / many videos just know I’m still working, just scheduling the videos instead of posting immediately. Will share that schedule soon once the videos are set with the exact date but will get that to y’all soon. A few movies, some shows, albums and live stages - a mix of a good bit of things and I have been enjoying them.

I also got some bad news within my immediate family that I am having a hard time processing, life is hitting from many angles but hopefully during my trip I can enjoy myself a bit more as I take a slight step away from it all.

ah! I’ll be extending my trip an additional week to try to attend BTS’ free show in Busan! I am still pulling together funds but my stress has lessened slightly and am feeling more hopeful on that front. The main thing is that I’m just scared I won’t make good videos while I’m out there that will make me proud, or that I’ll stay in my shell and not socialize enough. Because of that I ended up grabbing a few books I’ve been reading in the meantime to try to learn some better skills.

Seriously though, if any of you are in South Korea and would want to hangout or anything please feel free to hit me up on social media or something I would love to walk around or grab some food.

Oh, I also got a booster shot and feel like crud but hey, drop a comment or a dm and let me know how y’all are doing?

Comments

Caroline esho

I'm sorry for everything that's happening right now. I understand that you need some time to take a "break". But really, take all the time you need cause the last thing we would want is for you to get stressed and burned out. But I hope that you have an amazing time in Korea and have lots of fun! I also hope that you can watch the free bts concert in Busan! And I understand how you feel,I hate talking to new people but I'm learning too and trying my best to get more social. Especially now that they are mixing classes in school. But I'm doing good! Had my official start in school this week after our summer vecation so I'm a little bit tired but it was also fun to meet my friends again. Some are already planning their graduations since this is our last year 😅😊💜 Well...I don't know what more to say...but I hope that you have a good day! 💜💜

freezenut

Sorry you’re going through a rough time with family and everything. At least you have a super fun trip to look forward to! Yeah I also get nervous socializing when traveling but I just force myself to put myself out there and if I embarrass myself then oh well I can simply never see them again lmaoo. Idk that applies to you or not but it makes me feel better haha. I’m grinding through job interviews so that’s bleh. I also got forced into going to the Shrek Swamps Across America tour so idk wish me luck ig 😭

Anonymous

Sorry to hear man. Hope you feel better soon. When are you in South Korea?

Anonymous

I'm so sorry that you're going through a hard time. I hope that your trip relieves most of your stress. I totally understand your worries about not being able to socialize and staying in your shell when you're in SK. I have that exact same worry (social anxiety is a B,) but I'm sure that you're going to enjoy yourself there. As for me, within the next few weeks I will be applying for a government cybersecurity internship. I'm super worried that I won't get it because I don't have any certifications even though they aren't required to get hired. This is my last chance to apply for this internship since I only have 3 classes left for my degree (I spread them over 2 semesters so I can qualify. ) Breaking into cyber is super hard, but an internship can make it easier.

DeJané (DJ)

Sorry that you’re going through a tough time. I appreciate you sharing. I hope you get to go to the Busan concert! That would be fire! As for me, my life has been kinda static lately but I have a trip to Italy coming up that I’ve been preparing for for awhile and I cannot wait! I haven’t been out of the country since the pandemic started and I look forward to traveling again.

Michel Stephany Garces

Aw, I'm sorry you have been going through all these stress. Hopefully it all gets better soon. I wish you the best and enjoy your trip! Thank you for sharing and don't overwork yourself, just take it step by step. Since you asked... I have been doing okay. Just a little tired because of work, and I also got a bad cold this week so it wasn't the best on that part, but at least I feel a bit better now. I have a concert today so I am hoping to enjoy myself.

Royal Yaya

I'm not in South Korea right now but I can give you some spots to hit up!!

Cy

i’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. i think your trip will be good for you. my dad passed away in late june and i’m still processing it. doing things with friends and family helps but it still hurts. just gotta take things one at a time and it will slowly get better.

mssmercedes

I hope things look up for you and although the trip is a good opportunity to do the kind of content you want I hope you can focus on just having some fun memories as well even when not filming. I haven't been great work is getting more and more stressful but just trying to disconnect whenever I can.

Sham Sham

firstly i appreciate u feeling comfortable sharing with us once again, takes a lot. so sorry to hear ur having a rough time rn. wishing you and the fam the best through the healing of the lost loved one.💕💕 hopefully, the trip will be able to help u relieve some bit of stress even if it's just a tiny bit. and what a free concert..and it being a BTS concert at that is crazy. i would never have that type of luck😂 and try not to worry too much about filming/creating content for us. just have fun, explore, and take some good pics for those memories. forget about us while ur there, haha. but school started back this week so I've just been stressing over my chem/chem lab class cuz ik those classes r gonna put me through it. this term will be long i can feel it. & my hours at work keep getting short even tho we barely have employees so that sucks. but hope u have a good day, sending positive vibes.

anthonytoo

Thank you! I’ll be leaving in a few weeks on the 13th. Hope all is well with you!

anthonytoo

Yeah all we can do is learn to do better, it will benefit us both! I wish you luck in your social journey in school, im sure it’ll work out great for you. I hope you have an even better day.

anthonytoo

I agree! I’m going to do my best to force myself into uncomfortable situations to find some growth. Good luck on your job interviews, I know how stressful that can be. I’ve never heard of Shrek swamps across America, is it live plays of shrek?

anthonytoo

I hope so too. What’s wild is I didn’t know of this until it was announced but it just seems to be a huge mess! Free BTS show, in their country, BTS - FREE?! I can’t imagine how many people are about to show up from all over the world. I’ll do my best, something I’m really excited to do again is street photography while I walk around. I always find great fun and peace when taking photos. I found the classes that gave the most trouble I found more beneficial information. I’m sure you’ll do well though. I’m sorry about work hours too, it sucks that it’s out of your control and this is the place that you went back to right? Sending you good vibes too!

anthonytoo

I’m extremely sorry for your loss, I know how it is to lose a parent as well. I don’t think i fully came to terms until 2 years later, there’s only occupying time cherishing other family and friends and reflecting on good memories in the healing process. I’m here if you ever need to talk regarding that!

Sham Sham

Yeah, same old job i went back to. And omg i don’t even think about that a free bts concert in Korea, that’s about to be wild 😄 Lowkey starting to take more pictures myself, can’t imagine how fun it could be taking pictures somewhere with such nice scenery. And yes these tough classes r the main ones I need (future nurse) but it’s like ugh if only I was smart 😂 thanx for the good vibes 👏🏾

anthonytoo

I wish you luck with disconnecting, I still find it difficult to do that as I’m still always stuck thinking about the stressors even when doing things I enjoy. What do you do to disconnect?

anthonytoo

Thank you for listening! I hope you can manage to find better scheduling time for rest or have naps throughout your day. I feel you on the cold, I’m having full on covid symptoms plus some other ones from this booster. I feel just as bad, minus sore throat it’s been rough. 😭 I hope you enjoy your concert, I’m sure you will! Who are you seeing?

Michel Stephany Garces

Oh dang that is the worst! Drink lots od vitamin c or like oranges and stuff 😅 also hot tea helps sometimes, especially ginger tea when you are feeling weak after the booster shot. And yess I did have soo much fun at the concert, it was amazing! It wasn't a korean artist, he is from my native country (Colombia), his name is Camilo! His music is just soo soo good and his lyrics really touch your heartstrings. Alsoo, he is just such a wholesome human being and him and his wife (who was also at the concert and performed some songs with him) are seriously couple goals 🤩

Anonymous

I’m really sorry you’re going through a rough time right now 😣 I hope this upcoming trip will be everything you hope it will be, and while I understand the pressure and worries, I just really hope you’re able enjoy yourself, first and foremost! I don’t live in Seoul, but I’m up there a lot so I’d be keen to meet up if you’d like, and will obviously be trying for those Busan tickets too! While I’m no Korea expert yet, let me know if you have any Q’s etc while you’re here and I’ll be more than happy to help you out as much as I can! ☺️

mssmercedes

Honestly it's mainly the same thing trying not to think about work when it's off hours or weekends which I just haven't been as successful with lately.

Caroline esho

Thank you so much! I wish you the best and I hope that you have an amazing time in S.Korea! :)

INA

I'm so excited that ur going to visit korea and hopefully u have a great time there!!! I'm nowhere near korea lol but hope u find all people who would help you there!!