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Sham Sham

hey hey ant👋 sorry to hear about that, hope your sister/fam is doing well. totally understand the switch up of priorities tho and concerns especially with saving up tht money. haven't had a job for the past 5-6 months which was annoying cause I've technically been hired by 2 different jobs but they never gave me my start date. then i had to spend like a thousand and more on my car and that sucked, got me broke. lucky although the process took a while i was able to get back to my old job at guess like last week so 👏 finally will be getting paid again, well barley cause gas/car insurance gone be taking them checks anyways😂 but anyway nobody asked lol, like i always say take ur time. no rush over here from me. do what works for you no need to turn something fun for you into extra work for yourself.

Anonymous

I liked your analogy about content and Cheesecake Factory. Lol! I think that would put a lot less stress on you to do things that way and I’m sure it’ll work. Honestly idk how you manage to keep up with as many artists as you do, considering how tough it is to keep up with one’s you might really like. That’s how it is for me anyways. You always manage to work things out though and I’m confident everything will be ok. Super happy you’re going to Korea and totally wish I could go too! Looking forward to see how it all goes! 😊

jam

The analogy totally makes sense, I’m glad things are finally starting to click for you! Honestly whatever content you enjoy making, is something myself and I’m sure your other patrons enjoy watching regardless of what it is or when you’re able to post it. Personally, if I finish watching something with you, or have to wait for the next part, I just find something else to watch because you have so much content already on here and on YouTube. I rewatched YGTB with you recently and the last few days, I’ve been binge watching Treasure Map (I’d never seen it before) with you on YouTube and it’s so nice because I can tell how much you enjoyed watching/making those videos. No need to turn something that was once enjoyable into a chore. So whatever feels right for you, just do it. We just here for the ride 🤩

Amanda

Change in mind set can make a huge difference. The only time I think you need to have a schedule would be for when you go away. Other than that do things when you feel like it. It's your channel, period.

anthonytoo

hey! thanks for that and understanding, i don't like that it happened but it really makes sense so i can't fault myself for it. i'm sorry it's been a difficult time for you securing a job and the unexpected car troubles. those types of issues really try to kill any sense of control you feel like you have on your situation, i totally understand. i'm sure you learned a lot to prepare for preventative measures of setbacks through those months and i'm glad you were able to get something to get some stability for a while. here for you always too!

anthonytoo

i know i do try my best to move around but i always feel like i don't do enough/can always do more, so i need to find some sort of balance with being tough on myself. it definitely is hard to keep up, so i don't think i can really ever keep up with all this stuff, and just enjoy what i can as it goes. i certainly try my best to get what i can together and if i can, things will continue as normal. i am happy about korea too, overwhelmed with preparation and anxious for everything else, it'll be good for me though hopefully. whenever you're back / free or something we def should look into japan again!

anthonytoo

i'm glad you feel that way, thank you very much for support and offering me this insight. i want to record everything as carefree/light as i did with treasure map/ygtb and things like that. i am working on alleviating this pressure and removing this stigma that this has to feel the way it does for me to continue

Sarah Gurnel

Hey Ant ! Thank you for making this video and always trusting us with your thoughts, I hope you’re not to hard on yourself and know that a lot of us understand where you come from, and for those who don’t they’re not here for the good reasons ! As for your content, I had this thought coming to me, i dont know if you know LKTV he also post reaction both on youtube and patreon and he basically just go live on twitch and record whatever he feels like watching, and when he doesn’t have a set idea he use a wheel lmao, i dont know if you ever thought about doing that but maybe being live and having people interacting with you while you’re watching it would make it more fun for you ? And same for just going with the flow and posting stuff that you really want checking out in the moment would make it feel less like a « i have to do this » type of thing ? I dont know if im clear but oh well lmao. Anyways just a thought i had and since you’ve posted this I thought i would share, Bottom line is I hope you take some of the pressure you put yourself under off and please be happy and healthy, will continue supporting you like I have for the past years no matter what content you decide to post ! Love ya !

jam

of course, anytime!! i’m glad you’re working on it and that you feel comfortable enough to let us know what’s up - esp in the midst of everything that’s going on. i’m sure you’ll get to where you want to be eventually, baby steps are better than no steps at all. & i hope you enjoy your trip in korea, you deserve it (:

anthonytoo

Thanks for the comment! I have seen people do that but it feels like the reactions turn out different with a live audience for some reason, I tend to talk less to move on to the next video quicker. I also get people who complain about me interacting with chat during the video so I don't do those too often. It definitely is a good idea if it can work some of the time though. Love and appreciate you!