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In April of this year, I began suffering from mental issues that escalated to severe levels. Psychosis, derealization, pure OCD, and depression are the primary problems I am battling. At its worst, I could no longer process time nor objective reality itself, and very disturbing dreams would prevent me from sleeping. This is no doubt a product of decades of social isolation and past trauma fueled by experimenting with psycho-active substances, so I started getting professional help in August.

Despite this, recovery has been slow, and I have not felt like my old self in months. On top of that, I have been dealing with the stress of finding a new place to live as I discovered my current place has a serious mold problem. Progress on the game has suffered because of it. As such, if I cannot get my life in order soon, I will suspend the funding and development until I do.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and for your continued support.

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Anonymous

Health first always.

Anonymous

We’re here for you man. Just let us know if you need something in particular. Hell, we might know of a better place for you to live. Don’t be a stranger and just reach out, okay?

Zjoee

I'm so sorry to here this. I hope you get all the help you need and can start feeling like your old self again. Take care of yourself bro, sending some internet love your way.

Anonymous

Hope you get your health in order man, anything else can wait. Stay safe and healthy.

Anonymous

You don't have to suspend the donations. At least not for me. It's 2 Starbucks coffee a month for me, I don't mind to pay that. Especially when you feel unwell. But you do you! I wish you all the best and can't wait for you to get better!

Anonymous

It's fine to suspend development, but please don't suspend the funding. Your mental health is extremely important. I wish you the best of luck with it!

Anonymous

I wish you well on the road to recovery and hope you will find a new place to live soon.

Anonymous

Sorry to hear as well. Health comes first, please take care and get to feeling better.

Chitin

Mental health should always be a top priority. I can only hope for the best for you.

The_Beast

Man,that's rough.But i wish you full recovery and finding a better place to live.

TheGuyInHere

I hope you feel better. Just focus on your self and remember you always have this community to back you up.

Anonymous

Dealing with getting my own mental problems under reasonable control took a long time. Take your time and get yourself healthy. We understand.

Jason Muller

Get yourself better and back settled. I'm sure we will be here patiently waiting for good news.

Anonymous

Just know that you are loved and supported, we're here for you and understand you need to put your health first. You're not alone, don't hesitate to reach out for anything. Stay safe, start a GoFundMe, CBT/DBT on YouTube might help for therapy. I've been in a similar place mentally and I'm so sorry you're going through this. ♥️

Datenshi

Im glad you are getting professional help. While the effects of it may seem like they arent showing. Allow your mind body and soul to adept and adjust. Some people need a year before gettin back on track others need years. And it is totally ok. To admit that you need help. For we are social beings that prosper when backed up by the proper people among us. May God protect you and may you reach the goals and wishes you have for yourself in due time. Amin

Anonymous

Hey, your health is more important. And I don't mind keep paying even if you do a break from the development. Take care <3

Anonymous

Sorry to hear about that, Der. I wish you a full speedy recovery and hope your other issues get resolved. Health always comes first. You've made an amazing game so far, and we'll all be here when you come back. Take care.

Anonymous

Holy shit dude. That's a lot to deal with. You take your time and heal up. Don't stress too much over the progress on the game. I don't know about everyone else on here but just know that I'll keep supporting you, even if you take a really long hiatus. Your number one priority is and always should be yourself. Take care, man. 👍

Anonymous

Take care, you have a community of people here that wish you the best. If it was possible to assist in some way I definitely would.

Justin

Focus on yourself, its hard to live and work properly when your kicking the shit out of yourself. Few things can be as consistently brutal as Mental demons. We’re all our own worst critics and we know exactly how to flay ourselves. Hope you rest up and stay safe!

Anonymous

Bro say less focus on healing no matter how long it takes DO WHAT NECESSARY FOR YOURSELF. Nothing but love and peace to you where ever you are my friend.

Anonymous

I hope your life will be getting better soon. And don't worry about the game now, your health is more important. I wish you the best ^^

Anonymous

Take care of you, it's important

Anonymous

Please please please put your health and well being ahead of satisfying a bunch of game playing pervs. I probably speak for most of your patrons when I say "Take our money and spend as much of it as you need to on improving your life!" I'd rather know my money is helping a talented artist earn a living making the art (games) I enjoy, but I don't want that money to hold anyone hostage if their health is in jeopardy. If you asked me to double the donation level so you could afford a mold-free living arrangement, then shut up and take my money.

Anonymous

As someone that battles with a lot of health stuff myself, mental and physical health comes first. Do what you need to. Good luck and I will be hoping for the best outcome for you! If it gets to the point where you need to stop development to focus on you, do it. Your game in its current state is something to be proud of.

Opticon Studios

Thank you for sharing. The last few years have been rough on lots of people. Health is the most important thing. Take things slow. Do what you must to bring your self back to where you feel comfortable. Sending good energy to you from Australia! Stay strong and enjoy your life :)

Anonymous

Idk about anyone else, but I wouldn't mind continuing to be a Patron during down time to help you get your life back on track.

Anonymous

I agree with Vaako1337. I wouldn't mind continuing till you get back on track. Biggest thing is take care of yourself first and foremost.

Anonymous

Take your time brother, just know that whatever you gotta do you got support from us.

Anonymous

I'm in agreement with several others, if you need to halt progress on botn to take care of your mental health, I'm okay with still supporting you via patreon.

Anonymous

Take care of yourself. I hope the treatment will be successful and your health problems will go away.

Anonymous

Health and Irl always comes first we understand that so take your time an come back to us when you are ready and most importantly Stay safe

Anonymous

im pretty sure most of us can say that we want you to take care of yourself first, take all the time you need.

Anonymous

I also suffer from mental health problems. It's only been 3 months of treatment. It just takes time and or the right treatment. The living situation is probably slowing it down. But don't worry. Hang in there and we are rooting for you.

Anonymous

DH - lest you forget, without you, there is no game... all of us are here because of the art and artistry you have brought to life, so you do you, and we will all wait, with bated breath maybe, and know that your mental and physical health are the primary goal, and all the rest is just gravy :) And I tend to agree with the prior comments, regarding patronage and subscriptions... if we could'nt afford it, we would'nt have done it, so take care, and seek peace... we are ALL rooting for your good health!

Anonymous

I love the work you've done so far-please take as much time as you need to get better

Anonymous

it is way more important to take care of you man. We love you brother take care.

Anonymous

I am with all others that said we would prefer to continue to support you even if we don't get game progress. I personally want to see you feeling stable and alive again and there is no way losing a part of your income will help you get there. were here for you homie <3 if anything else if you don't want to keep it up out of fear that there will be backlash for not providing stable updates pause this one and hit us with a side patreon link for us to support you while you are trying to find stability again

Anonymous

LOVE the Game, but you are the important one. Take care, all of us hope that you get better

Anonymous

I wish you all the best. Health comes first my guy. Be safe. <3

Anonymous

You've got this man! We're here for you, and I really hope you're able to find a new place without too much stress!

Anonymous

Your health should always comes first, so if you need to prioritize that for a while then that is perfectly fine

Anonymous

Take care. And like everyone says your mental is more important. Take it easy and if you want to talk we are here for you!

Anonymous

pssh i don't mind continuing to fund personally. Do what you gotta do to recenter.

Anonymous

Don't worry about the funding. It will still be there. Take the down time you need and come back stronger.

Delle

We all love the game, but you gotta put yourself first. I will fund, I just stopped funding via. Patreon to go to SS. Take care!

Anonymous

Take care of yourself first. We will still be here. Sometimes you need time in your life to think about what you need to do. Take all the time you need to get your life in order.

Anonymous

you just worry about getting better, we'll be here if you need to take a break in order to do so.

Anonymous

Mental health is a serious issue and should be taken care of but I believe you should still keep funding I ain't going anywhere

Anonymous

Don't worry too much about us, take care. I also don't mind continuing my donations.

Anonymous

I wish you the best in the road to recover, i also hope your living situation clears up neatly as well. <3 <3 <3.

Anonymous

Take care. Will continue funding happily. I hope you will look forward to returning to a project you enjoy (instead of unnecessarily feeling guilty about it). Good luck!

Anonymous

Take care of yourself first, can't make a great game without being in a good place first, and in my perspective using the money gained here to help yourself get back in good order is fine. Whether that be getting a better place to live, securing mental help or any other needs that require filling.

Anonymous

I will not advocate for the pulling of your Patreon funding, i will continue to support. Mental health is paramount , take care of your self homie.

Anonymous

I completely understand and you need to look out for yourself. My funding will stay intact don't worry about it. This world is a rough place we have to see each other through it somehow. And if you need it I got an ear we all do. Stay strong and always realize you are never really alone my friend. Took a long time for me to understand that as well.

Anonymous

Don't worry about the downtime, just take care of yourself first. I know I'm not contributing a lot, but I'll gladly keep the funding going while you take some time to yourself.

Criteren

Also have ocd and know how debilitating that is and how miserable it makes life. To have those other diagnoses on top of that and to get them in such a short amount of time not even able to get somewhat used to them, I cant even imagine how shit that would feel. You are strong for seeking help and I wish you the best my dude <3

Anonymous

Take all the time you need, the game is in a great spot right now. Your hard work is greatly appreciated. Your health is more important, you have our support ❤

Anonymous

Take as much time as you need health comes first. I wish you the best

Anonymous

There's a lot I'd wish to say, but know that most of all: I wish you the best, no matter what route you choose. I sincerely mean it.

Anonymous

We ain't going Nowhere dude. Take your time get your train back on the rails and running again (I've been playing Railroads online waaaay too much lol)

Anonymous

Chill you updated realy fast compared to other patreons. Take xour time

Texican

Keep your funding active, we got your back. Had you been shady like other devs, I would have pulled funding long time ago. We all know what you are capable of, and most of us have no problem continuing funding if it will help you out. You have amazing talent, just make sure to take care of yourself first.

Anonymous

Just take care of yourself man, don't worry about that. We'll be here whenever you're better, and don't bother pulling funding.

Anonymous

I'm battling myself with Depression so i can unterstand how you feel. I think we all here agree that we love the Game that you are putting out for us and so i wanna keep supporting you even if you have to stop for a while. Take good care of yourself and get better soon. Stay Strong. :)

Anonymous

You take care of yourself man. Hopefully getting away from the mold will help as well. Keep us updated so we know your still hanging in there

Xavius Night

Hey, I hope the help helps my dude; I've been battling with (admittedly more mild) mental issues most of my life, and I hope you can stabilize yourself. If you ever need to vent or chat or anything, know that we'll be here for you.

Anonymous

No need to suspend funding on my part, get well.

Anonymous

Take care of yourself. We all here because of your talent, commitment and willpower in making such a huge project. If you need take a break - take your time. And if you need some talk with really random stranger - I'm here for you=)

Kouri

My friend, you have created an incredible game and have done so much for it and us. I vote for keeping the funding going. I'd gladly keep it up until you're back on your feet. Please take all the time you need. We'll be here when you're ready to return.

Anonymous

I, and I'm sure many others, would be quite willing to continue funding you through this difficult period. To be struggling with issues as you are and to suddenly have no income seems rather counter productive to your health. I wish you all the best, and take as much time as you need. We are all here for you.

Anonymous

Take your time, mental health isn't something to be rushed. Wishing you good health, mental and physical.

Anonymous

I say, as long as you are clear about suspending development when (or if) you need to that you should allow the people here the option to continue to offer their support rather than suspend the patron. But most importantly, you should do what you need to to take care of yourself. Remember to be kind to yourself.

Anonymous

DH - for you - take care of yourself first, think all those comments really mean something, we will stay and help, and don’t you feel bad about it. For all the supporters - you’re awesome folks, let’s show our love and care for him!

Anonymous

Damn mate, not what I was hoping to see when I saw an update. Good luck nonetheless, and I hope you take care of yourself!

Anonymous

I'd prefer to keep paying you, honestly. You clearly need support while you figure it all out. Take care of you.

Anonymous

you have my support. I can feel for you. Take care of your self first. the game looks good. look for a new place or tell the landlord and let them take care of the mold. i think, they have to. I will continue to pay if it helps

Maruko87

You have my support. Take care of your self first!

Anonymous

Sorry to hear what happend. I hope you get well, please take your time on your self. This game is not important than your life. I would recommend to chill and stop developing and programming. Please do easier work and go to your mom or dad (or brothers and sisters). Keep those people close to you to find a bit of rest. Then I really recommend that you need to start going to fitness, eat healty, sleep well, and talk to more girls. I think you are depressed because you are alone. you are a man, a man needs a woman in life. Woman are byproducts of success, so make something of your self and they will notice you. Talk to a lot of girls (or girl colleges) and if you need to learn , i highly and highly recommend you watch Fresh & Fit Podcast. It will help you to navigate how woman operate and thinks, you can also learn some gems how to interact with girls. A man have needs, thats why you are depressed. You need someboy right now! oke, thank you again. Your game is awesome. Live your life!

Anonymous

请好好对待自己,游戏不是生命中的唯一,自己过的好才是真的好

Frbrbr Grblgrr

Like I said, my money ain't going anywhere. This is still the best farming style game as a game and for it's nature. Farm Sim sadly dropped the ball so Slime Rancher and this are the only ones I like for recent games and wish they had a bit more things. Which is kind of comical given that this game isn't even meant to be a farm game first. So I support you, I struggled with bad Depression, ADHD and PTSD (because young kids in war always works out once they are home) and I can at least understand some of the feelings a person can have with this stuff. Work on yourself first, hopefully you can continue this game but if you can't continue it down the road then that's ok so long as YOU are in a better state of mind. Best of wishes fellow Huntsman. I support you and believe in you.

Anonymous

Prend une pose et reviens nous vite en forme Physique et mentale , je suis sur quand ça sera le cas le jeux évoluera encore de plus belle et en plus avec tout les modification ta fait déjà sur le jeux , on a pas mal de chose pour a faire et a écumer . Donc soigne toi bien , repose toi et profite au maximum de fête de fin d'année .

Anonymous

we will be here when you get back you just need to take care of you and make sure that you are alright that is what really matters our support will not dissappear because you took some time off to get your head straight bro. love the game and hope you are feeling more you soon.

Anonymous

I have always been astonished at the quality and consistency of your work, and at the sheer volume of material you manage to produce. I feel like I have received three years worth of content during my one year subscription. You could take a year off, and still be well ahead of most other creators in this field. Take your time. Get your feet under you. We’re not going anywhere.

Anonymous

Were all behind you bro. Take some time off and get where you want and well be here when you get back. Take care !

Anonymous

Yeah, mental health can be a serious problem. I feel you i didn't have as severe as what you're talking about. But i have tons of mental issues that i am still fighting and I am 37 years old. It a tough process I only hope for the best for you. I am new. But i love porno types games just something about it. not that i am horny 24/7. But i spent a good six hours at start with this game. Was like man this a is a gold mine to be honest. I mean it still need s ton of work but what you have to produce i think has been really good. Looking forward to seeing you add more content later in the years. and for a price. i will always for good content. But your health comes first. So Do your best man. i don't pray but hope the best for you and the process it is going to take. I;m not going anyware.

Anonymous

Godspeed DH - get all the help and take all the time you need. You make a fun game and my cash isn't going anywhere. I hope you can slay all your dragons and be your happiest horniest self. You've got my financial and emotional support!

Anonymous

Don't worry about it. Get well soon.

Eric Benjamin

Take time for yourself, you have done an amazing job. Know that when I look at the quality game you have produced that I am motivated to try and better my constructive potential. You have made a world that I am grateful exists but you need to exist, thank you sir for your creative genius.

Stefan Wulph

Here here. I can't really add much to this but We will be here waiting patiently for you return.

Anonymous

Take the time you need. Mental health is more important then development at this point. Take as much time as you need. I dont think anyone will hold that against you.

Anonymous

All I can say is that I hope you will feel better soon but take the time you need. Your health is more important than fixing bugs and patching the game.

Anonymous

Get Well dude, Its very tuff sometimes. Dark places and dark times. Most people don't understand, can't. So take your time, and get well. We can wait. And If you ever feel like ranting, venting or raving. I am here to chat to. I drifted a long time in the abyss, the dark is not always your friend.

Anonymous

Taking care of yourself is more important than anything else. We'll be here if and when you're ready to come back. Getting help for your mental health and removing yourself from that mold infestation are of the utmost importance.

Anonymous

Get well soon bro. just know all of us are behind you wishing for your healthy and (hopefully) happy return! Just maybe keep us updated on your situation every so often so we know you are doing okay.

Anonymous

Thanks for the update. Hoping for the best and you find a warm and safe place to end up soon!

Anonymous

Sorry to hear that! I hope everything gets better. Take your time and try and prioritize getting better. I will gladly support you in getting better. I am 100% ok if you need to take a break to help improve your mental state. Mental health is no joke and shouldn't be treated poorly.

Anonymous

Здоровья тебе и удачи

Anonymous

You do you bud, take your time.

Anonymous

I hope you will be better soon, but take your time, you need. We can wait and hopeful you come back stronger and we will see many things from you again. Thx for the last update and good luck.

Anonymous

Please do not worry about the game and focus on you first I love this game and wish for you to continue but your health comes first m. Take this time to recover. We do not mind waiting as long as we know you are getting better. I hope you get well soon :)

SoddenPython

Wishing you love and encouragement. As someone who also struggles with many mental illnesses, I understand that things feel hard and bad. Eventually you'll feel a little closer to your old self. In the meantime, don't push your healing. Everyone's process is different <(^_^<) Thank you for speaking out to give us such an update. Best energy wishes for you! *Also major kudos to you DH for getting help so quickly. That takes a lot of guts!*

Anonymous

Do whatever you need to get better! The game is just a game and you deserve to take care of yourself. We're all here cheering you on!

Anonymous

Thank you for being open about your mental health issues. Personally, I would not mind continuing my funding even if you decide to go on hiatus, especially if it helps make ends meet while you get back on your feet.

Anonymous

Take care, know that you are absolutely not alone and that you have countless real fans who are appreciative of your efforts. Get well soon, we are rooting for you!

Anonymous

> August > Recovery has been slow Don't beat yourself up, this kind of recovery takes a lot more than just 4 months. On top of that, it's a thing that you're pretty much continuously working on

Anonymous

Honestly, I'd personally be fine if you continued accepting funding in the interim, people can always pause their pledge if they feel differently. Even porn game devs need paid time off once in a while.

Anonymous

You take care of yourself! I suffer from bouts of depression myself, and had a psychosis once while intoxicated and severely depressed. So I sympathize a lot. Don´t stress about the game and patreon, I don´t mind continueing while you get back on your feet. Your devotion has really been exemplary and I'm very impressed by how you have been developing this solo most of the way.

Anonymous

Hey man we all have our burdens. You get yourself right and I'll be here when you do bud.

Anonymous

hope you'll get well soon! I really love what you have done with this game and how far you made it, it's an incredible thing. Take your time to heal that's what's most important!

Anonymous

It's okay. Take care of yourself and do your best to be well. You've helped improve my own depression and anxiety issues, since diving into your game often helps. Keep that in mind. <3

Anonymous

Indeed, take care of yourself, take comfort in knowing your dedication to your project has already impacted many of us in positive ways. I highly doubt any one here would advise you in anyway other than to take the time you need for your health and well-being. If you lack for support, you need look no further than the community you have helped build as well. Take care of yourself and we all look forward to your recovery.

Anonymous

Take all the time you need. I would rather a game be delayed due to the creator needing to have some time to take care of themselves rather than the creator suffer further by focusing too heavily on game updates. At the end of the day, we're only human. Take care.

Anonymous

Dude, mental health is important and should always take priority. Take your time to heal and return to a neutral state, i know it sounds dumb but for mental illnesses a balance is ideal.

Anonymous

Your health comes first, game second. I would rather you be safe and sound first then get a game rather than get a game at the cost of someone's well being.

JD

Sorry to hear this. Best of luck to you as you recover. Mental Illness is a bitch, but it's good that you've sought professional help. The first step is always the hardest.

Anonymous

Thank you for letting us know, I know how that feels all too well with the military in my past, just know it gets so much better and we’re here to help any time you need! We love you

Anonymous

brotha get better, we need u

Anonymous

I understand completely your health comes first and foremost. I hope all is well with you.

Anonymous

We all wish you the best, and hope that you are able to get back to full health.

Anonymous

Maybe do some nature meditation to clear your head, and get lots of clean water. If you want to talk about the more spiritual side of what you're going through, feel free to message me and I will do what I can to help.

Anonymous

I don't know. Go jogging of so.

Anonymous

sorry to hear about your situation hope you get better

Anonymous

Good on you for seeking help! Get well at your own pace

Di Auditore

My heart goes out to you. I hope you find peace and can move forward. I just joined your patreon. I've been playing your steam alpha version for a while and I cannot say how much I love your work. I play hours on end. I hope I can help the cause even if by a little amount!

Anonymous

Hope your holidays have been warm and safe.

Simbolic30

You can get Mold air testing, Air quality Testing, water test. Usually, home inspectors can provide those services. If gives you peace of mind I suggest getting it done. Where you live or plan to live. Only some Mold types can be fatal. Which is usually form of black mold. That generally builds inside an attic. If the attic has high moisture because it lacks proper ventilation. Can buy yourself a moisture Meter as well at hardware store. To check if any area has over 17% to 18% moisture which will cause mold to grow. That might help you feel more comfortable Doing all that for closure.

Anonymous

No update for almost 2 months. My support's over. I'll be back in 6 months.

Grey

I really hope you get better ♥ If I understood what you said correctly, I've been there aswell... Lotta love my friend, take care and I can't wait for you to come back stronger ♥

Anonymous

Just hoping he is okay at this point

Anonymous

so anyone else find it annoying that Pawsmaati & Chieftain Xena are the only uncircumcised futa's in the game but our Character & wild futa's all are circumcised? When will it be an option for us to have uncut dicks & encouter wild futa's with uncut dicks? also bring back flaccid physics that was funny

Anonymous

Good luck champion, I hope you are better

Anonymous

Hope you're getting the help you need and things are getting back to normal. It's tough but never forget your support network! Never forget that you are loved and cared about!

Anonymous

The mold can contribute to a lot of those symptoms as well. I think you're making the right decision. You can't bring joy to anyone else if you're going to suffer like that. Please be safe, keep on the right track and we look forward to seeing you recover.

Anonymous

We all hope that you feeling better soon and come back. I will be glad to take a part in project somehow. I can master animation by Maya, 3D max or something else. And have some ideas for lore and gameplay.

Anonymous

Anyone know how to find the game in Steam?

Frbrbr Grblgrr

Make sure you can view NSFW content, go to the search Underwishlist on the store tab. type in Breeder should be 3rd down. Most likely is not the most recent version but it is free

Anonymous

Take all the time you need wishing you the best...

Kordain

I sincerely hope you're doing at least a little better since this post. You've done a great job with the game since I first discovered this project. That said the most important part of this project is you yourself. I'm certain it's not just me; but everyone here. We wish you the best in your recovery.

Zal

Get help you need step one is wanting it, I got PTSD had a complete mental break down, talking sucidal turn myself into VA mental ward for a week before quiting my job. I still not up to working a real job again, and its 3 years later. But I just started going back to school with my free time with only 3 classes this semster, to learn more about programing and game design, baby steps maybe one day I have hit game in works lol Point is take it one day at a time, I never got to the point I had stuff that bad, but PTSD events had me so scarred at work I was thinking death over living with that fear that I could be triggered on any day to experience my worst movement in life while awake terrified me more then nightmares I had the nightmares for years on and off before that I just "sucked up," and tried to push it all down but having them while awake, being triggered by a blue light at work from bug zapper that was always on, I just started to completely unravel.. Best we can do one at a time and baby steps even if its one step forward 10 back you made that one, you can make it again one day.

Anonymous

Be wary of the people that claim to be healers of the mind and the black mold you have been breathing is poison and that has to be a factor in your mental state ! Do not give blind trust to these that get you to submit to the pill mill seek other opinions !

SoddenPython

bruh, i feel this. ptsd sufferer for going on seven years. i just started school online in the fall. went back to on campus this semester and i'm having panic attacks every other week. baby steps are the best any of us can do. and as long as we support each other, the steps feel a little easier to repeat. (even if no one else read(s) it, i needed your note Zal, so thank you)

Anonymous

Can we please either remove the Debauched stat entirely, or bring back incest (which is something I'd prefer for convenience)? because having the stat show up in the breeding request board is very misleading and confusing since it is no longer possible to inbreed. I know you have not been feeling well and your health should come first, but when you return to developing the game do consider it.

Anonymous

I've been there - take care of yourself and things will look a lot brighter once you're healed.

Anonymous

This exact thing happened to me in August of 2020. Exact same symptoms. I had a similar issue 20 years ago, but this time was a little more intense. I had extreme disassociative disorder, panic attacks, and just felt like reality wasn't real. I got on Zoloft, and saw a psychiatrist and though it's been a lot longer of a journey than I thought. I've been able to manage fairly well. I hope you get to feeling better and know you are far from alone.

PhoenixMastM

Mental health is the priority, we can wait patiently as long as needed.