About some arts (Patreon)

Some people ask me why I don't post my commissions anymore. As you support me, I feel I owe you honesty. A lot of commissions and rewards work, I really don't think I do a good job. To be extremely honest, most of the things I'm told to do are subjects I don't like, or jobs that are too difficult for me, too big muscles, too big futa, too big pregnant bellies. I really feel that these works don't extract the best I can and that directly influences the quality.

Understand that I'm not saying "stop asking me that kind of request". that's not it. However, yes, as time goes by, it saturates me mentally, mainly because of the volume. Again, I am NOT asking you to stop.

I don't post these works, because I don't really feel comfortable with them. I try to create something new myself in the spaces between commissions, so my mind doesn't freak out, like drawing Ella, the maid, or stuff about my game. Precisely because I need to feel that art is still something I enjoy doing, not just a duty.

Perhaps this is just an account of a tired artist. For many times these months, I've been seriously thinking about stopping commissions permanently, and just sticking with patreon, so I would only do this type of content once a month. But I'm still not sure. Maybe I should be more selective with the works, as many artists do. I do not know.

What I do know is that I really need to regain my pleasure in drawing. I know many here are tired of hearing this. "Here he comes again with this talk". But there are situations that I really don't know how to solve.

I'll repeat it one more time, just to be clear. this isn't an attack on commissioners or anything, and I'm not even asking you to stop. I'm just writing this because you guys support me, and I feel like I have to speak honestly.

Praise teh sun