Taking a Weight off my Shoulders (Patreon)

I need to come out and admit something–to come clean about something I’ve been doing for a few years now. It’s not something I’m proud of having done, nor am I going to vehemently defend why I did it. I want to bring this out in the open so I can clear myself of a weight that’s been sitting on my shoulders for some time now–on my own terms.

“Jessica Anner” is simply an online pseudonym that I’ve been using for a few years now. No, I am not female.

The reasons behind me using this pseudonym for so long are long and complicated. The less said about it the better, but a TL;DR version could be summarised with: Got into a cringey online spat with someone whom eventually thought it a good idea to seek out my private information–my name, the names of my family members and my address. Eventually, I received a knife in the mail, which at the time scared me shitless since I’d never been doxed before and I was a naïve early-teen at the time.

So that’s why I donned the pseudonym of ‘Jessica Anner’.

I think a fair bit of time has passed since then. This pseudonym has just brought me nothing but frustration, anxiety and guilt. It was deceptive and immoral–that’s why I want to come out and clear my conscience on my own terms.

No, nobody has threatened me to motivate me to do this. I’m not doing this just because someone has threatened to 'expose’ me or whatever. I am doing this because I feel that honesty is the best policy.
To those who’ve been paying attention, you’ll notice I’ve been trying to rebrand myself as simply 'Janner3D’ or 'Janner’. I feel that simply 'Janner’ is just a better name online. It’s more “gender-neutral”. I would much rather keep my real name private online. 'Janner’ would just be a better name to refer to me as, I believe. Perhaps 'Jan’ in the future? Maybe.

By all means, the smut will continue. I just want to clear a weight off my shoulders. I want to apologize to all those that I deceived in the past. I can understand if some aren’t quick to forgive, and I won’t expect such. Just please know that I am sorry.

For the record, if I end up as a lolcow because of this. Eh, I’ll accept it. 
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