[Futa/No Muscle] Bridget Wins Again! (Patreon)

Just a fun idea that I took too far. Again. If anyone's interested in how I am currently, I'll add a short version of recent events below.

See ya!

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First of all, sorry to anyone who's expecting a comm from me. I do want to work on ideas and comms, and I'm in need of money, too... But I don't WANT to need money. Like, I have to do commissions ASAP to make up for the trips and expenses with documents, but the thought of needing money - and earning it - is hurting me. Sounds crazy, right? I spent the day today working on a project that's just gonna earn me a total of 0 bucks, but I did it anyway. Because I wanted to, BECAUSE it wouldn't earn me anything. And I think I understand why, now. 

My family has been fighting over my grandpa's inheritance since he died. And since everything in Brazil takes a billion years to be processed and evaluated, only NOW we're separating things between family members. And me and my mother are just disgusted at her sisters for some of their actions regarding this. I don't want to go into this too much, but my point is: we decided we don't want the money. It's not worth it.

And that's what's been bothering me.

I think my mom deserved her share. But she told me she decided to forego her share to keep her relationship with her bitch sisters. And I think because of that I linked money to something bad. To sadness and problems. And so actually working for money is... I dunno. I need to - everyone needs to - earn their living, and bills are comming and they don't care how I feel.

So I'm trying to work myself out of this association and back into working again. I'm at least happy that I figured out some drawings that I wanted to work on. Feels good to do something just for me because I think it's interesting and fun.

Thanks for reading, and for being here for me. Hope you guys like the drawing.