Help (Patreon)

Hi everyone.
I'm in shit... A very bad thing happened in my life and because of this I was left almost without money. And this is my fault... (And now I have debts)
Yesterday was the worst day of my life, probably. And I'm still a little shocked. (Strange that only a little) I don’t want to go into details.
I can keep making art. (I'm stuck at 50% work for the contest, but I'm making progress now. P.S. There is no connect to my problem here)

I don’t want to ask you for money. It is too embarrassing for me at this moment. (although objectively it would help)
I want to ask you to go to my twitter ( https://twitter.com/PileN_Alx )and repost and like all my arts (Likes also work like reposts sometimes)
Also you can take my pixiv art (they have links to patreon)
( https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/21102637 )and repost them anywhere.
(reddit | danbooru.donmai.us | rule34.xxx) etc.
(I think it will be more effective in the long run)
Please help me.
I also want to say that all of you are a great support in my life, such as my relatives and several friends.
Life has given me a kick in the ass, and I hope that this will push me forward.