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You worry about these cravings building inside your body... this need. You find yourself unable to break your thoughts away from all sorts of lewd and lustful acts. Your mind is a playground of sexual depravity. It's too much to bear on your own...

You seek out the help of Father Eli at the Church of the Stars for guidance. He offers a way to be free of these urges... if you can handle it.

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Anonymous

ahaha. ahahahaaa. heeeyyy father eli.

Anonymous

Ok ok, FIRST of all, Father Eli, I *am* completely soaked… Secondly, if you ever consider doing a sequel to this one, would you consider adding some language not about “purifying” desires or being “free from” them, but about liberating/accepting them and releasing the listener from shame? I’m a purity culture survivor and learning that desires are not necessarily something to get rid of was(is) pretty tough. All that said, there’s a lot in here that I really like. Being called “Angel” is sooooo nice. Referring to the stars as deities is sooooo hot. I remember “by the stars” and “stars, that feels good” from Lessons and I reeeeaaalllyyyy like it. Also I know the Church of the Stars is made up and probz no one else got hung up on imaginary theological queries. But because this piece is *so close* to being right for me, it feels really far. What’s the difference between being “free from” an urge and having that desire recognized/honored/shaken free from shame/FULFILLED, anyway‽ A LOT. I know my background and the fact that I now work in churches are the reasons why some of the phrases in this audio were a little triggering for me. This is not your fault, and I hope my suggestions are received as constructive criticism and aren’t out of line. If they are, please ignore/delete them. Thank you as always for everything 💜😻🐳