Just a small update (Patreon)

I think most of you already know my situation right now

i left Venezuela almost 3 years ago and haven't been able to go back because immigration and shit

i was informed this morning my grandma died from lung complications and basically just age in general

so yeah i wont be able to even se her burial and my kid didn't get to know her so thanks communism i guess?

but i honestly I've been thinking about it and maybe i should've stayed there for her, maybe i should've not leave Venezuela

i always like to think i did it for my kid because he deserved a better life but i just dont know anymore, i really wanted to be there

and i had the feeling this might've happen anyway, this is been in my head for some time and its been keeping me awake at night 

but it seems like i was right all along, i knew this was going to happen and now i can only feel remorse about it. i feel like a terrible 

grandson right so i'm telling you all these because it might affect my workflow, hopefully no, that'd make things worse tbh