Apology (Patreon)

Thank you for your ongoing support.

It has been 6 months since I last posted a long-form work.

I said at the end of last month that I was aiming to release some kind of work in August, but I failed to meet that goal as my estimate was overly optimistic. I apologize for this.

Any explanation I give would only be an excuse. One reason I haven't been able to publish my work is due to technical issues. I've encountered numerous challenges, such as finding out that the technology I was planning to use barely meets my expression needs or is too problematic for continued operation. I keep exploring alternative methods, only to find that they are also inadequate. This happens often, especially since I'm working with new technologies or unique combinations of technologies that nobody else is using. I can't even ask for advice and have to understand things through trial and error.

Given these circumstances, it's only natural that many people have stopped supporting me. However, more people have continued their support than I had imagined, and I'm grateful to be able to spend time in a situation that's not just fueled by urgency.

I know some people believe that this situation is unacceptable, and I have my own reservations as well. My sense of inadequacy and guilt for continually disappointing expectations is only increasing day by day.

If there are any supporters who are troubled by the current situation, please stop your support immediately. The struggle should be mine alone.

It is a time of rapid changes in technology and perspectives related to erotica. Opportunities to satisfy my need for validation by releasing works are diminishing, and I find myself grappling with both discoveries and worries. However, I believe that this time will have a significant impact on my future works.

I've been contemplating ways to offer some form of benefit to those who continue to support me.

Currently, I've shared links for January & February 2023 and March 2023 with the message "Please wait for the public release." These links will allow you to download my next long-form works for free when they are available. Please bear with me for a while longer.

Separately,, without posting on platforms like X (Twitter) and not making it public to the supporters of the corresponding month, I'm considering offering some minor exclusive content specifically for those who were supporting me in August 2023. Right now, I don't have the bandwidth to do so, but once the time comes when I can adequately express what I "currently" wish to, I'd like to create some short content for fans.

Entrusting this to my future self may be irresponsible, but above all, I want to express my gratitude to those who have continued to support me despite the current circumstances.

I will issue a code, which may serve as a password or coupon; I apologize for the inconvenience, but please keep it stored in your notepad or similar.

Thank you again for your support this month. I reiterate my request for only as much support as you can comfortably give. At this point, there is no prospect of releasing a long-form work next month.

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