OK GUYS im 2 months behind on picx (Patreon)

hi guys,  i cant really say im sorry, cause to me it just feel hipocritical, but the honest truth is that in between live, commissions, and patreon , on top of my head. is really hard to keep up with everything, the only thing i know is that i wanna make it up to u guys.   The dream is thta i can i stop taking commissions , so that i can dedicate to patreon requests and streaming but sadly. i cant .  every month i try my best to stick to a plan, but my head doesnt let me x.x im really sorry guys, but literally every day i wake up is a battle. My mind does let me do anything.... i dont know what to do . i just wanna say that i think about the pics i owe here every day. Sooo i ask u guys, what do u want me to draw to catch up. I feel really bad, cause u guys are still suporting me and im not delivering ): .... i really appreciate u guys. So i ask this.  i wanna take middle of this month exclusively to draw u guys some stuff. SOOOOOOOOOOOO tell me what u guys want to see. x3 specially halloween related. ill be working on them on the 20th of this month. im  aiming at 4 halloween pics :) just list a character u want me to draw and ill pick some. Thank u again for all the support!