~[ Leap of FAITH ]~ (Patreon)

✨❤️Thank you very much for All the Support!❤️✨

I would like to reiterate my appreciation for all those people who no matter how much time pass and how much I fail they still continue supporting the stuff I do! I simply can't say how to feel about the current situation and I just want to be honest since I simply can't handle this anymore, I'll explain this better in a moment but first than anything else I must explain the changes of this page (will be applied through the next months so keep this update in mind) which is more important, there's many things I would like to express but I can't find a good way to do it but let's go for it point per point.

⚠️Reward changes⚠️

After tried my best to can offer my best rewards to can guarantee people keep their subscription to support my stuff and seeing the incomes are just decreasing I took the choice to offer less rewards, there's no reason to keep my efforts offering my stuff under lots of stress and fasts days.

Next incoming rewards will be 2 Doodles and a few Animated loops, and I will focus my efforts on work the stuff I want so I will not be able to work Polls and Suggestions anymore for the Remake & Archive Sketch project I'm going to work, so this is what's coming up from now to avoid too much social pressure and stress.

But this does not mean I will not add the Polls & Suggestions back in the future so keep considering them please ^^

• The $3 Silver Knight tier will be disabled since I don't like the idea of keeping people waiting too much for new art.
• By leakage, the future exclusive stuff will be moved up to the $15 Platinum King tier to dissuade dedicated leakers
• No more animated loops (almost) for the main reason there's not too much reason to waste my health and time with stress.
• Remakes & Archive Sketches concepts will be the next upcoming stuff.
• No more Suggestions (almost).
• No more Animated Commissions.
• Doodle commissions will be open less often.

The purpose is find a fair point between all of us, also I will try to use the Remakes & Archive Sketches as an excuse to be a little bit more active on Twitter :)

The tiers will be changing though the months (depends how the things will be) but the tiers will be set with the next features for the following months:

~Golden HERO~

• 2 week Early Access: You will get the public stuff 2 weeks before releasing it.
• Max. Resolution: Non-scaled pictures.
• Polls: Vote power to choose the upcoming characters.

~Platinum KING~

• 1 Month Early Access: You will get the public stuff 1 month before releasing it.
• Max. Resolution: Non-scaled pictures.
• Exclusive content: Exclusive animations, doodles and MORE!.
• Commissions: Doodles (will be opened more often).
• Special offers & Discounts: Discounts for commissions.
• Polls: Vote power to choose the upcoming characters and some creative decisions.
• WIPs: Exclusive sketches and updates.
• Suggestions: Suggest your ideas on the private threads from the Discord server.

⏰Reward dates⏰

• 15th = Platinum KING
• 30th/31th = Golden HERO

~[ Leap of FAITH ]~

How I could start talking about this? I simply can't find a good way to do it, I have many feelings burning inside struggling to get out without a good order to be clear, I thought I finally I got over that feeling a few months ago but this shit it's getting back to hurt, "I don't deserve" "where I should go?" "where's my place?" "I really deserve this?" "Why I can't be in THAT PLACE?" are just a few questions I made to myself, as I said I simply thought I just started to feel good, after all those thoughts I have to admit I am not happy doing what I do, I don't enjoy drawing NSFW anymore for all that social pressure and the thoughts I have about people, just lies... just lies I been hearing, I really would like to live better but why I simply can't grow here if some people say my art is good? if my art is THAT good as they say why I am not in THAT place? are they lying?... I think that's the problem... all those words just make me expect I deserve A LOT when the reality is... a shit... too much social pressure about fake expectations about myself, and I'm so fucking tired about that, I think I expect a lot from people when just everyone kicks me off and spat on my face... yeah... "I offered you friendship, and you spat on my face"... they did that, I just wanted a friend and just they fucking spat on my face, I never forget a betrayal, that's why I'm too broken to can talk with people, everyone just want to hurt me and do their shit while they just laugh at me in the face... I try my best to can grow up here and I just receive that, that makes me feel so sad, stressed, burnout, and I simply can't take this anymore, waiting a lot from people, giving them all what I have, all who I am just to get ignored and humiliated... I never forget a betrayal but at which cost? why everybody hates me?

I simply don't belong nowhere, I'm still trying to find my place far far away all those lies, where I could find my truth? will I ever know it? I talked about it before, I think it's the better way to try to find some strength to can continue as long the red button permits it, that's why the the last upcoming projects will be the last thing I do to can finally scape from this fucking nightmare, I been thinking on retire from NSFW a few years ago, I tried to do it changing my name from ZenMinch to Tzokatli but here I am feeling like a street dog, I'm here again for not considering strong enough to can face the world on my own path, I got called coward many times even in my dreams and I think they're right, but I will never become a man if I still running away from the world, as long as I continue here and put some good pants I'll be here, trapped in this fucking cycle.

The projects will be worked on the following order, they're ranked from the easiest to the hardest difficulty maybe excepting the last two projects, they will be worked in last place for the nature of those genres which can be scandalous and controversial here on Patreon and out of here, I am not stupid enough to cut off the only way to get incomes.

This could help me to practice how to manage big projects and try new stuff about animation, I'm not looking for greatness or something now, I understood that's not for me now...

That's why I will do this leap of faith, I'll sacrifice everything to can see if there's a light in the tunnel's end, I'm really scared about what could happen but I will never know if I not try it so...

LET'S FUCKING FINISH THIS! 

⚠️Discord: All FINISHED/FULL content will be posted there!⚠️

To avoid possible leaks from certain pages, all the future finished content will be posted on Discord only from now! Make sure your Patreon and Discord are linked so you can get in, if you do not have a Discord account, PLEASE CREATE ONE to can continue receiving your proper rewards! ❤️

• Step 1: Log in to your Patreon account, and head to the Apps tab of your Profile settings page.
• Step 2: Click the option to Connect option next to the Discord app.
• Step 3: Now that your Patreon and Discord accounts are communicating, our integration will assign you the role tied to your tier!

Message me if you encounter technical issues.

⛔Deleted posts by a PATREON STRIKE⛔

No matter how much I tried to keep the stuff apart from my page... yep! I received a strike from the Patreon staff for involving some genres which goes against the Patreon Community Guidelines, I received a message after this warning and I had to remove some of my works, now the strike was removed and we can breathe easy but the posts which got deleted from this page are the following ones:

• Mewtwo kiss remake (animated loop)
• Jim offering the deal [doodle]
• The Bomber gang Deal [animated loop]
• Safari Kangaskhan [animated loop]

Those posts are still available in the Discord role channels from my server and the future posts (even if those pieces are not catalogued like that or not involves those generes at all, but it's out from the Patreon Community Guidelines anyway [like those deleted posts]) will be posted there from now so be sure to join! if you do not have a Discord account, PLEASE CREATE ONE.

💸DOODLE commission prices💸

The main changes here, commissions are for high tier level patrons only, mostly because my work is getting more difficult (more talking about animations and the next upcoming long projects). Slots will be open more often.

✨❤️ P E A C E ! ❤️✨