Holiday and a crisis (Patreon)

My sweet party people, yesterday I got my first dose of vaccine. I was very lucky to get one since here in germany I actualy would be in the last prio group.
Unfortunatly I developed a psychosomatic issue in this Corona Age (think I mentioned breathing issues somewhen before) so I had dozens of panic attacks last night.
Every time I was about to fall asleep I stoped breathing, which caused me to panic.

Had a stressful night and feel very exhausted. Good thing is I didn't died, so I think next night will be better.
I know it's just in my head, but still hard to cope with those anxiety feelings. I know some of you can relate.

So I am taking the day off and try to relax, meet my bestie for a walk and get rid of those thoughts in my head.
When it comes to side effects of the vaccine... my arm hurts... that's it. I am relived that I feel healthy and I am greatful to have to opportunity to get the vaccine in the first place.

Thanks for your time and support.
Stay healthy, safe and sound, my sweet party people. Huggles every single one of you!

Love
the not so sane Matthias