Love letter from me (Patreon)

Hello, guy thank you for supporting me.  
it has been a while I didn't talk about my life situation after being support by you.

before go further i sorry for my bad English;w; still trying to learn now

after a year doing Patreon. with you guy support i finally take an expert class to learn more about art right now. i learn a lot of things and the result may impact my work ;w;

some of my work may a bit off so I apologize.

for someone who just came to my Patreon. i want to let you know, my extra reward is my learning work so it maybe good or bad sometimes ;w;

due to Vtuber project that make me overload my body for the half year already and i'm ready to break anytime now. but it is worth doing it, so don't worry about it. i nearly retire on that to chase my main goal. hopefully i doing well ;w;

and some of my Good old friends coming back to me....... yes i mean " depression ,anxiety "
,self doubt"  The Big three of artist most fear.
a lot of artist facing it , same as me. lucky for me i have a you guy, so i can throw it out of the window. sometime it hit me so hard... i cried so much..... can't really tell you how much the weight of feeling but enough the make a tough man like me cry like a baby.   watching my old work and compare to the present work. make me proud of myself how far i really go.  reading the comment you guy send to me that really make me refuel my self-confident most the time.

covid 19 still right in front of my nose so please take care.  my country is fuck up to control the situation here. i already pre-order my mordena vaccine it will arrive on oct-sept  hopefully i survive till i got vaccinated.

( funny right? you have to pre order to get some good quality vaccine ;w; )

it been nearly 2 year of study art  
i just expect to learn and get good at it , but the byproduct of learning .
I learn about life . and how beautiful they is.


Finally thank you so much for supporting me I'll do my best to improve myself to send you more good quality work in future. i have a dream.... a Big Big dream and every dollar you support me i can't say how much it help me though the tough crisis of my life.

you are awesome!!