The Future of This Patreon (Patreon)

Hiiii! So.

... Yeah okay we need to talk about a few things!

Last month was honestly quite crazy- Starting with the editing of my Hiveswap Streams, a lot of Personal Stuff happening, and the sudden, totally out of left field VTubing Stuff that you all encouraged me and helped me achieve? Yeah. Yeah it was a wild month.

And when the Month was over, there were a lot of things that simply needed a change.

I made this Patreon with the intent of, supporting myself, having an excuse to keep doing HSE on Tumblr, to keep my Examination active. And not long ago, it expanded into doing Art as I began to actually get good at it! And now... This. In the Goals for this Patreon, I included such things as potential analysis and drawing videos in the future and such. Quite far-off, because of my complexes and worries with my voice. But then Hiveswap happened, and then I became a VTuber, and now I am doing Weekly Streams...? One of which, currently, IS a drawing video!

You all encouraged me so much, and I am SO grateful for it, that I got out of my shell, and now I am honestly... Not sure of what to do with my Patreon! I did Analysis, talk, because I felt like writing was my forte. I want to write a novel, I like doing analysis! And I will still do that! But now that I've found enjoyment in Art, and that I know I can put myself out there on camera and be comfortable, there's a lot of different avenues for me to take... Everything. Hell, with Commissions and such, I may not even... Need Patreon to get some money and justify my hobby of keeping HSE running. Which is exciting! But also it means, again, there's the potential this whole thing could become obsolete in the coming months.

Even if it didn't, I STILL would need to re-schedule things and change goals, because I AM doing Drawing Streams now, and I could totally do analysis video, that's no longer a far-off reality 'if I get X amount of Patrons/Money', it's just. What's already happening.

Soooo I'm going to pause the billing cycle this month, and potentially next month too? See where things go, see how Art and Videos treat me, and figure out just. Y'know. What I want to do.

So to everyone that's gotten me this far, thank you all so much!!! ;w; Of course I'll still be on Tumblr, and on my Discord, and y'all have seen enough of my VTuber stuff to know I am around. But yeah, let's see how things go and, whether I keep the essays active or not or what to even do with this.