Why do I disappear (Patreon)

    As you may notice I disappear from time to time. I feel guilty for you guys for not posting more content and telling the reason. Especially I feel bad about all my paid subs that expecting more content from me. I am really sorry.

    So the reason is my depression. I'm fighting it more than 5 years already but the last year I became feeling much worse so I started my medical treatment. First it was just no motivation doing anything after I got worse, then it is the meds that took my motivation as temporary side effect (last time it was from May to June). Now the meds' main effect going away and I feel bad again. It's not the first time this situation happens and I am sure there will be more. I'm on my way to get the right med that will have stable main effect. I just need some time. So each time I diappear, remember that I will comeback.

    Now I feel kinda fine and trying to finish stuff. So wait for it :)

    And some off-topic thing but the same important. As you could guess, I'm from Russia and now it's very hard to get money from you, especially after payoneer shot down in Here since 6 Dec. If you really like my stuff and want to support me you can make my life much much easier and sub to my new telegram channel: https://t.me/+SHC6Z8Qiw-cxOTNi . I would be very grateful. There is no content yet but it will be there soon. I will manage my Patreon channel still so don't worry (until it has very few subs).

    This is all I wanted to say. Love ya <3