Failed Hard drive (Patreon)

So My big 1TB external Hard drive failed today, taking with it nearly all my references, vids, old art, stories, and ideas with it. so my evening has been utter shite as you can imagine. on top of that I appear to be having some sort of stomach sickness combine this with the rent issue I had at the beginning of this month and my May has been beyond garbage. but it's ok, I just have to start over.