Love ya'll so much!! (Patreon)

Today was a tough day, but with a lot of passion and a lot of love, I got through it all thanks to all of you always giving so much love and support! Even on tough days remember that you don't have to face it all alone!

I would say that there are a lot of things in the world that still scare me, even though I may seem pretty brave with what I post, simple things, like anxiety or paranoia sometimes get to me, and while I totally struggle and fumble and can be a klutz, I can honestly say, it really does get better over time, at least most things! Cause I know that a lot of people say "Hold out!! It's gonna get better" And while I do agree with that, I think that sometimes it misses the point.

A lot of people get so focused on their future that they lose their present, they live in agony to try and work for a better tomorrow, but never forget the you of today matters too. Sure tomorrow it may be the you of yesterday, but its today right now! And I want you to know, as tough as our times may be, and as crazy as the world can get, you deserve to be happy. I know happiness is often something that gets pasted all over as some kind of crazy complex thing, but I don't think its always that complex :3

I guess its something I've had to do a bunch of to try and keep myself in the moment, remember that today is today and tomorrow can sometimes be a far ways off. Remember! Live every day you can and do something you love even if its small, eating your favorite food, doing a dance, watching anime, hearing husbandos in your ear (cough cough, that's all of us I KNOW I KNOW) But just be sure not to forget that you matter, you're a human and nobody else matters more. You are the only one who will ever have the experiences and abilities that you have, the only one with the beauty and wonder that you have and I think that while its tough, you should say something nice to that you in the mirror looking back, because despite how many mistakes we may make, we aren't our mistakes, we aren't our scars, but beautiful people that can wear them with pride!

You all will forever be near and dear to me, and I hope this didn't come off as too too long winded, I just wanted to say something since I often see my roomies looking so far forward that they sometimes lose their fun and happy in the realms of the present! I don't want any of you to forget you're loved as heck and will always be special to me, and I'll do everything within my power to give as much smiles and encouragement as I can!! You can do it!! No matter what the "It" stands for!!