castle in the sky (Patreon)

this is REALLY over the top mushy, and I apologize for how it may have harmed anyone who read it lmao

this past year or so I've really just started drawing my feelings. it may not be my feelings directly, but it is a feeling that I know, or wish to understand, something I empathize with etc. My art has become very spiritual for me as of late, I guess.

I don't think its a secret that Diesel is a bit of a self insert. We're not exactly alike, he's much more idealized than me and he has the dream boyfriend I thought I could never have, but I relate to him a ton. So it's nice to write these little stories for him where he's finding happiness with somebody he finally understands. Relationships are so weird to me, I'm not a physically sexual being and I am not personally fond of monogamy, but having a REALLY close friend that you just spend a lot of time with is dope as a concept to me.

Diesel has his closest friend for his boyfriend, and he's doing better each day.