Bright Outlook (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello. I mentioned yesterday how there was some sliver of good news that I'd quickly remark on today. It goes something like this: I have PTO in April, but it's kind of on-call. If they need me, I'll have to show up. If not, I sit at home to goof off. Expect the worst, hope for the best. My workplace is also going to be moving to a different part of the city in a few months. Secondly, I'm almost at 1 year of employment at this job. It went by that quickly. Time away from here meant I was busting my ass over there. There was a 4 month period where I was stuck on a Kate Beckinsale session. Well, the higher-ups noticed me toiling for their success, which is why I was given a substantial pay raise and stocks. Last year I felt like a fucking loser writing $0 when filling in income on tax forms. The IRS is bound to notice the mountain of money seemingly out of nowhere on this year's forms. Future friend meetups, personal growth, and more - I could go on but the point here is that as down as it gets, there's something I have to live for beyond 3D. Artists are people, too. As content as I am living like an awkward hermit on my imaginary island, wanking off, making porn, and burying problems to stay positive works better when you're in your teens and 20s. For a man about to turn 32, that shit's not as effective. So anyway, about that porn session I'm supposed to make... I'll have to get on that soon.