My thoughts on fakes (Pixiv Fanbox)

(I don't take credit for creating these pics) Uncensored: #1 - https://files.catbox.moe/8x8la1.jpg #2 - https://files.catbox.moe/2s6a9w.jpg #3 - https://files.catbox.moe/9q4iha.jpg Hello, people. We'll have to wait until the weekend before I start doing a deep dive into a new session. Again, work is getting busier and busier so work weeks are a no-go. Now to the topic at hand. Since I got my first computer as a child (I'm talking 8 years old), I had been exposed to pornography. Being that back then it was dial-up internet, we didn't have access or speed to endless content like now. Therefore, the first major exposure I had been privy to was celebrity faking - and it blew my mind. This was the late '90s, so as rudimentary as it may seem for the time it was actually very fappable (which I wasn't capable of doing at 8 - more like humped the chair). It stayed that way throughout my later elementary and into my early middle school years. Once I got into real porn ~12 I sort of left fakes behind. They didn't interest me as much, and it stayed that way for over a decade. Getting into 2D and 3D porn certainly kept me away from it, too. Then by 2018/2019, I got the spark again to check some out in today's scene thanks to deepfakes. After seeing those and regular picture fakes, within a day I was back in. It was like finding an old console, firing it up, and reliving glorious memories. I amassed a huge folder and now that dimension of my fapping habits has become integral. Are they all good? Absolutely not, I've heavily filtered what I keep and what I don't save since a lot of it can be very badly done. I gotta have some standards. I've tried deepfaking before and it was very hit and miss, stressful on my hardware, and took forever. So I abandoned it. I even ended up befriending some guys within the faking scene and commissioning a decent number of works. It was my way of seeing the celebs I wanted when no one else would do them like how I wanted. I got sick of seeing guys ruining fakes with fake tits, terrible tattoos, and awful stripper-heels. But now that I have an avenue to pursue these celebs myself in 3D, it kind of scales it back now to fapping and appreciating instead of actively partaking in the scene. In the right hands, it makes living that much better (and making money while doing it). No 3D model can truly replace a real celeb's face, but the fantasy is no less fulfilled. So yeah, I have a pretty positive outlook on them. It was my first foray into porn at an age that would probably outrage most people (think of the children!). I mean it's basically what we're doing by having a 3D model of them, just more sophisticated I suppose.