TFW you aren't ready but it kicks in anyway (Pixiv Fanbox)

Hello. No April Fools joke this year. I've got my session still going, trying to find that next piece of the puzzle that eludes me every time. Easier now since the setting is already made, but still has to meet my own benchmark for quality and kinda be consistent as a sequence. So the wait is on, and I have to go to work every day while continuing the home occupation. While this is going on, I get other ideas that I want to do but can't. It's like, man, I should just quit, but I'd be quitting on myself if I did that. I have to resist the urge to do something else. It'd be like giving up when you know the only hurdle is myself. So I'm going to do what I need and make sure I don't have any serious regrets (like bailing on the whole thing). Might not seem much to you guys since you just see the end result, but having to be the one that does it makes me a bit more invested (for better and worse). In the future, I'll go more in detail about things like my favorite VG characters, session ideas, fetishes, etc. It'll give a clearer idea as to who I am, what I enjoy, what I want to do, and where the future lies in this hobby for me.