『どうして』update 002 (Pixiv Fanbox)

I always wonder why I have strong negative feelings toward all CG creators while having positive feelings toward these game developers desu.

this attitude of mine towards the game developers looks like desu.

but when I travel around the Pixiv page this is what my attitude looks like desu.

I feel that way toward all Hentai game developers maybe because

I think can easily beat their CG quality or I know that they would never get more powerful than they are now,

or they can only develop at a slow pace desu.

because they do the two-timing type of work desu.

be game developers by yourself and be CG developers by yourself desu.

but it's better than watching powerful people who stick to their comfort zone desu.

people who are better at CG,

do not try anything new only live under the standard

and only seek more Like and Followers desu.

and I understand recently how meaningless followers and like points mean to me desu.

I always thought that they would be credited

or can help me call more for support desu.

but at the end of the day,

it's just a simple culture surrounded and led by the main steam of people desu.

maybe because I am INFJs that is why it's only meaningless to me

and my agenda desu.

so, I not gonna judge that this has meaningless to other people desu.

maybe someone might die by it desu.

I have spent time

taking a look at the new phone game that was on Youtube recently desu.

it's named [path to nowhere] desu.

I happen to fall in love with this character desu.

Zoya-san desu.

this is an example of the combination of professional co-work from each different department that I want all Hentai creators to take a look desu.

this is how powerful mixed media can be desu.

working alone or staying inside the endless loops

is really what you guys want to live this life?

this is just a hint of what I trying to pull on the RPG project desu.

I believed that no matter how much I talk it will never reach you guys desu.

the only culture that I agree with everyone is the main steam culture desu.

no matter how much I hate the main steam and follower culture,

I will be sure to lead the new wave with the RPG project desu.

in short, I can NOT give up on the RPG project

because I decided to not stay on these stupid loops for the rest of my life desu.

once again people who want to bet this RPG project on me, can join the Fanbox, Buymeacoffee, and bet for the new era with me ne.

I might already set the Buymeacoffee[Discord] page as my main base but

thanks to the offer from Pixiv Fanbox,

Fanbox will re-open for little services in order to receive the support desu.

and do not forget to cast the voting game here ne.

https://maxi.fanbox.cc/posts/4732892