The End Two World『13年後』pt.２ (Pixiv Fanbox)

the link will be complete soon and will be sent to all 10,000 yen supporters ne.

to prevent confusion

this one is only for people outside Fanbox desu.

and due to the security system

people who join by the previous month or this month or both need to move to Buymeacoffee memberships 5-200$ desu.

or people who not decide to move,

can keep your account safe until the unlock day is available desu.

right now we are currently facing problems from all directions desu.

if this is 2 years ago, I would start crying and panicking and can not work desu.

but I from 2 years ago was right desu.

he decides to leave this task for the future me, and I will not let us down desu.

I believe that I have become stronger at mind and skill desu.

something that I can not do before, I can do it now desu.

Rat problems, Toxic problems, and Paypal problems no longer affect my mind desu.

the hardest thing for me now is finding the crew member and working together desu.

I used to wonder if, did I get stronger every time when I cut the bonds or destroyed some precious things desu.

but I am wrong desu. when I leave something behind or cut bonds, it gives me the resolve to focus on the most important things at that moment desu.

it's also giving me the resolution to depend on myself more desu.

I always hate people from the start desu.

I just do not sure if they are fighting for me or not desu.

but I am sure that supporters here are all ready to fight for me desu.

I mean I am here because I have supporters, not followers desu.

I already make it clear on the main page desu.

to be honest, I enjoyed sharing the Hentai work desu.

that is why I do not completely hate the Rat-san desu.

one of the MVPs said I lack sympathy for being too honest to my own followers desu.

I have thought about this and he might be right desu.

I mean people are different desu.

I just happen to be good at this CG work and RPG project things desu.

I can not play music, I can not create software, I can not build a home ETC desu.

I decide to work for the public,

only as being part of people in this world desu.

I no longer dramatically give everything I have to everyone for no good reason desu.

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I want to give up so badly on this RPG hentai project desu.

but I can't desu.

my life is a rollercoaster desu. [never riding it before desu]

no matter how much I cry from fright while riding it,

all I have to do is sit back and enjoy the view until we reach the destination desu.

I just understand what it means to see the future for INFJ-T type of people desu.

it's only functions at best when we sleep desu.

that is why they only show up as the work of instinct desu.

I used to wonder,

why everything was always at the right time at the right moment desu.

this Paypal war, this RPG project, and this evacuate to Buymeacoffee, this Discord

it's just perfectly fit as someone planned it for me desu.

the only explanation I can think of is because I have predicted all of this desu.

if this is really the rollercoaster,

I strongly believed that we will reach the destination soon desu.

P.S.

If I got a chance,

I would never waste my time trying to ride the rollercoaster desu.

my life itself is already a rollercoaster desu.

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how to join Buymeacoffee desu.

入会方法 Buymeacoffeeです

https://www.fanbox.cc/@maxi/posts/3380793