『これからの計画』can skip desu. + poll game update 002 (Pixiv Fanbox)
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this post is about the news update and offers desu.
this is the cold and most stressful moment of mine desu.
the fight since the beginning of the 2022 desu.
I tell you guys since the beginning that I will make sure to not end up a failure like other artists who get sick and die from overwork desu.
I just realize why they can not avoid it desu.
without an Ipad to give me an option to work on the bed and desk has lowered the risk of getting into the worst state desu.
I do not know what will happen if I keep working without using the Ipad desu.
this Ipad is just simply the life saver and winning the bet desu.
if Ipad can not help me, I might already lose everything desu.
thanks for your guys support to allow me to crazy enough to invest in this IPad at this risky moment desu.
my lower hip start to heal but I gonna see the doctor again after this month's end desu.
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the celebration months success about 30% desu.
but it gonna have enough money to buy everything for the new building desu.
current supporters on the Buymeacoffee page might be enough to solve the food problems until we are able to solve the Paypal problems,
to be honest, the MVP system should be the last thing that I try to develop now desu.
because that means, I am in a bad situation that needs their help desu.
right now, I might win the Paypal war with the current MVPs team,
we already come this far, just to be destroyed by the Paypal war is too stupid desu.
I expect you guys to join this celebration month or Buymeacoffee desu.
please thinks of this as an opportunity to prove yourself ne.
I gonna focus on the fight as best as I can,
do everything I can to win this stupid war desu.
and provide you guys the opportunity to join desu.
this is the moment that I will gonna need support more than ever desu.
just want to complain and remind everyone that we are still at great risk desu.
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now forget about the proper invitation desu.
huuu, I just want to work without the need to cry for help like this all the time desu.
all of this, just for me to have a chance to prove my theory?
after all of this is ended I will just gonna work on the Manga type for the rest of my life desu.
and AI will be enough to be my assistant on the color part and BG work
I can see clearly what type of my work is look like in the next 10 years desu.
that is also why I try to level up myself to become better than the future I see desu.
maybe losing the Paypal war might be better for me and everyone desu.
I used to talk with Hentaitalia-san about why I wanted to give up and plan to take it easy by having him join the PVP online game desu.
that before I need to cut him down and go on with my agenda desu.
if I do not fight for this agenda I would have people who drowned in the middle of the sea [by accident] might still be around me desu.
might end up being the simple good creator for everyone desu.
even knowing all of this, I still go for the same route
and do it all over again without a doubt desu.
that is the core of the type of people of INFJ-T desu.
it's simply the curses desu.
the prophecy said INFJ-T needs people to assist their goal,
in other words, my curses simply can be lifted by your guys' support desu.
it really sounds irresponsible
but all the fight so far, with supporters around
I can focus on what I am good at desu.
after knowing what I have is not manipulation skill but the skill to offer the human possibility, then I will not be holding back desu.
have you guys have ever delete someone's relationship in the blink of an eye?
I think all INFJ can capable of doing that desu.
when we do that we do not just take a look at the past or the present before passing judgment desu.
we see into that person all possibilities that we share ahead desu.
all the good things that lie ahead, but when all these good things get in the way,
I have no choice but to pick now desu.
that is how I delete or break people's relationship desu.
I trade it for the chance of the new era desu.
that is the curse I talking about desu.
what I trying to say is, I am not sure if I still have a moral left but
that is what the new hentai era is worth to me desu.
this is my offer desu.
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will keep updated on news below ne.