『前半クリアです』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

hai, current progress desu.

hai, after this will be 10,000 yen services ne.

the promotion works for the first part of Orihime part to encourage everyone to join the 10,000 yen plan end here desu.

after this will be news and some little service left until Neliel part ne.

this is supposed to be Oneshota contents but due to the story flow, now it become NTR desu. not sure if the person inside Kazui-Kun's body will successfully win over Orihime or not desu.

the original story was supposed to be Kon and Kazui's plan to work together to get Orihime but it was out of my control desu.

let's pray for Kazui's success together ne.

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now the problems about me desu.

to all new comer-san desu.

I might look like a decent and harmless person,

a lot of people always make misjudgments about me desu.

I do not know about other INFJs but inside me contains Toxic and hatred in the large scale desu.

my work everything about the progress in my life mostly comes from this core of motivation deep inside me desu.

and I can tell you guys that without all of this Toxic and hatred,

I would never come this far desu.

in short, it's part of my power desu.

but I have kept this toxic and hatred deep inside me

behind what I called the kindness wall in order to live with everyone desu.

some people try to take advantage of me or bully me but they all end up learning their lesson from me when they cross the line desu.

that when people around me see my true nature and judge me for being faking and pretending desu.

that is how I lose all the thin relationships desu.

I want to blame them but in the end,

it's just me who failed to find our common ground desu.

right now, I start to be myself and be honest with everyone more,

because of all mistakes so far in my life desu.

but toxic is toxic desu.

the only time that the kindness wall not working is when I am getting sick desu.

the true reason for my comment update below the post

is also to report my mind state desu.

right now, I have a little infection from the sore throat desu.

this type of stress can lower my kindness wall by about 40-50% desu.

that is why, when I show any signs of sickness that means you guys need to be more careful ne.

I try to do my best to hold back but I can't desu.

before realizing it I already hurt other people by it desu.

gonna rest a bit more and back to work soon ne.

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