『デスクワーク 症候群』part 002 desu. (Pixiv Fanbox)

just got the x-ray results from the hospital desu.

and the doctor said my bone looks beautiful nothing break or damage desu.

that must be because my favorite food is milk desu

she just diagnose that I got office syndrome desu.

that means the working schedule will be called Donut pillow schedule desu.

more info about this is here ne.

it's been a while since I found someone I can have fun talking with desu.

we got the same Otaku power about trying to figure things out from the puzzle desu.

I mean I help the doctor by giving a lot of hints and a lot of information in order to find the conclusion desu.

maybe the reason that I go to the hospital and am always happy is that I find someone that I can talk to with the same interests desu.

I used to dream to become a doctor too desu.

I think it's so cool that you can help people and after working hours is over then you can become anything the biker or join the gang or stay at home but at the end of the day will be treasured by a lot of people be respected by a lot of people family or friend would be proud of you desu.

it would be normal life I want desu.

but sadly the education system refuse me and told me that I am too stupid to be a doctor desu.

they laugh at me when I said I want to become a doctor desu.

but what gives me the finishing blow is

when I lose family

when I lose a friend

when I lose a lover

it's just meaningless to me to become the doctor desu.

and normal life of mine is just about living for someone desu.

but thanks to all misfortune in my life that killed my motivation to live, that is why I can try to do some crazy thing like become the Hentai desu.

to be honest, Hentai the lawbreaker is really a madness lifestyle of mine desu.

because I have nothing to lose

now I plan to put all my life on the bet this time desu.

no more return no more backup plan desu.

only Hentai only for myself, to the rest of my life desu.

that is why I will never plan to betray you guys by trying to be some artist with Original work or trying to be a normal person by making some normal work on the ground for the good history for yourself or for show off that you can become something beside Hentai, I sick of seeing a lot of artists who insult the Hentai that way desu.

that is why If I going to live as Hentai for the rest of my life, I plan to write the history with Hentai desu.

or die as no one desu.

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P.S.

the doctor today might be normal to average people but to me who has never seen a sexy woman for many years almost make me heart attack desu.

do not know why but that hospital is full of beautiful women desu.

but do not worry ne. even if the sexiest women in the world try to seduce me, I will never fall for it desu. I only love myself desu.

today when she tries to give me how to work out for office syndrome, I looked away because she wear a short-skirt desu.

so I told her with a bit of regret

[huuu, I already do the research about it desu]

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going to keep updating the news below ne.