『敵か、それとも味方か』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

I need some consulting desu. [can skip desu]

right now I am trying to recruit some members desu.

I think it's time that I have to tell more about myself desu.

in order to help me make a big decision desu.

I used to be a violent kid desu.

maybe because my family is a mafia family,

that is why they teach me to have stupid pride and honor desu.

that is the reason why I attract other bullies when I try to change myself desu.

that is also why they made the mistake to target me desu.

that explains why I surround by bad business and bad people desu.

that is also why I can work with any type of people desu.

as long as we shared the same agenda desu.

but these mafias I talking about is a group of people who succeed at taking over the land and people and rule the entire country and called themself the military government desu.

when I was a kid,

I used to be a bad guy who tries to take over the entire school desu.

there is one kid standing in my way desu.

he is just a kid who does not know how to fight desu.

he said that [Maxi your way of doing things is wrong, and I will stop you]

I just feel like I have no reason to listen to the kid who comes from a farmer's family who does not have the power to go against me who was born in the mafia family desu.

at that time, I have the absolute power and right to do anything,

and no teacher or anyone brave enough to get into my way desu.

even the craziest kid in the school that I am a bit afraid of also knows that it was not worth crossing the line with me desu.

but that kid who has no power who has no chance of winning comes out to get into my way like a hero desu.

the thing that comes to my mind is [this is insult] desu.

so I start to kick and punch and use even the fingernails to hurt him until he have a scar that was still on his face until now desu.

then when I am about to feel sorry for him I turn my back on him desu.

feel like the fight is over desu.

but he said,

[you are strong and I lose to you but the fight is not ended yet]

after that, about 30 kindergartens come out of nowhere desu.

he said,

[you have just arrived here and you plan to take over the entire school ?]

do you really think you are powerful enough to beat me? beat us?

do not be silly this is the power of the bond that has been created so many years!

no matter how good you are, you are just one man!]

in the end, I still win desu.

because the bond he talking about is just a thin bond desu.

all it takes to fight 30 kindergartens is to scare them a little desu.

I am surprised that someone weak like him can do something this much desu.

If the 30 kids were the same age as me I would already lose desu.

I do not remember how but I start to changed desu.

I grew up and know what is right and wrong later desu.

the proof is because I am now with the liberty side desu.

I am going against my family like my lazy brother desu.

in my crew, I always have one person that I plan to put inside from the start desu.

is this person desu.

after that fight, we are good friends with each other and support each other desu.

I never have a warm welcome like that again in my life desu.

that is why I always looking for this person desu.

we have been sperate about 10 years now desu.

I do not know if he is still the same person desu.

I do not know if he still hates me for putting the scar into his faced desu.

I do not know if he still believed in the mafia system desu.

I do not know if he is still the person that I used to consider a true friend desu.

I think his existence is the proof of my humanity desu.

I and my team just found him today desu.

If he agrees to join, our team is going to be unstoppable desu.

this guy is the type of person that everyone called hero desu.

I thought someone like him would already die because this world is so cruel desu.

and I also looking forward to living like him before desu.

it's alright If he still thinks the same or he already changed,

what I am truly afraid of is [is he going to get into my way?] desu.

should I forget about him and go alone,

or risk recruiting this hero into my team?

I already lost to the world desu.

that is why I become Hentai desu.

I just hope that I can have him back me up like we were a kid desu.

maybe I already have the answers desu.

just want to complain after all desu.

thank you for reading and trying to understand ne.

but I hope this will make you guys understand my way of thinking more desu.

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will keep updated news below desu.