『誇りです』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

I said that [I will stop worrying about everything]

to stop stressing out about everything so I can be happy before desu.

but I have changed my mind again desu.

after last night that I completely watch Shinchou Yuusha

what I got from this series is he is not a coward desu.

he takes pride in every action he made desu.

I just realize that PSTD is something like trauma or sickness desu.

but I think I have never had that kind of sickness desu.

I fight with something that I can not see from the start desu.

the only explanation I have is [bad luck] desu.

there are always unexplained things that always try to balance my life desu.

but in my case, the one who takes care of my balanced

must be forgetting to add the good luck desu.

but the good thing about this is

it makes me ready to fight with a group of people who are unprepared desu.

people who are not cautious enough

or take lightly about being cautious will no match for me desu.

and I come this far because of this concept desu.

I think, I too desu. I will take pride in being cautious desu.

just like Shinchou Yuusha story desu.

I just realize that our situation is not really different desu.

we both know what it's like to lose in the fight that unprepared desu.

all I need to do before every fight is to said

[Ready perfectly] desu.

this little sentence will make a big difference than before desu.

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this is the solution I need desu.

I feel a lot better now desu.

will keep updated news below ne.