『次です』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

in the next 3 days, I going to go take the vaccine again [with more preparation desu]

If there is a side effect, that means I might not be able to work for a while desu.

hope you guys understand desu.

my lazy brother and my cousin will take care of the page while I am not around ne.

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a lot of people who are new here

might do not understand [why you afraid of the small chance of risks like this]

because it's my responsibility to tell you guys the worst-case scenario that might happen desu.

I realize that my body my ability my future is now not my own alone anymore desu.

it more like I have the reason to treasure and think of myself more desu.

because of the power I have, I plan to share with you guys desu.

and I do not mind about it at all desu.

I think I am the type of person who is kind to the other desu.

no matter they do some horrible things to me I am always trying to understand them and forgive them desu.

but I have boundaries desu.

that is why I do not really open up to new people,

until I am sure that they not going to set foot on the land mine of my policy desu.

that is why I always look like a good person to everyone desu.

I only help them but I do not need their help desu.

but again desu.

the RPG project is not something that I can just carry by my own hand desu.

I need to bring new people in,

and let them understand me in order to help me desu.

that is why a lot of people come to me and end up disappointed

because they set the foot on my land mine of my policy desu.

they only care about what they want and failed to acknowledge reality desu.

the funny part is even their hatred is still useful to me desu.

you guys who join the Fanbox here

going to have a role to play a big part in my life desu.

I might not have time to talk and try to understand everyone's,

but I can talk with you guys by using my work and show my honest feeling through all the actions and decisions I made desu.

please think of this as a game ne.

I am sure will be having a lot of fun together desu.

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thank you for your guy's support again this month desu.

I will keep doing my best as always ne.

will keep updated news below desu.