『今です』 (Pixiv Fanbox)

the reason that I go to see the dentist-san is because

I know that I might end up like this or worst desu.

this month a lot of things have already gone wrong desu.

that is why I will call this month the [messed up month] desu.

If I end up have 4 wisdom teeth this time I plan to take them all at once desu.

but too bad that I only got 1 wisdom tooth desu.

this might be the only way to punch yourself in the face

in order to keep yourself together desu.

I have been living in the comfort zone too long

and forget what I can do from the outside of this desu.

I am afraid of failure desu.

to me, life is too short to wasting time stay inside the cage desu.

I not getting out of the cage just to stay inside the bigger cage desu.

I plan to start to build the budling after have enough money desu.

about the next years and it takes 1 more years to wait for them to complete desu.

but that is just a safety move desu.

I going to start to build the building now desu.

and next year we will be working in the new building desu.

and If we face the big problems

we can just fight them head-on like a mad man desu.

like a person who has nothing to lose desu.

I just realize that these past 2 - 3 years did not make me grow up

because this is the comfort zone desu.

I already said that [I going to leave my RPG project to the future me] desu.

IF I going to go down just for these silly little problems so far

then the RPG project is impossible from the start desu.

this might sound like a joke

but, my first move after getting out of my comfort zone is sleeping and rest desu.

request work will be move to next weeks ne.