『RPGプロジェクトについて』fixed 002 (Pixiv Fanbox)

I want everyone here to understand my point of view,

so we do not have to fight among ourselves for silly problems desu.

If the RPG project means I have forced myself on something,

then I will never start this project from the start desu.

I hate marketing desu.

I hate following the rules desu.

I hate to do something because [everyone doing it] desu.

at elementary school desu.

the teacher gives everyone work desu.

but the teacher said [there are 1 dirty paper for the slowest one]

the teacher has free 20 papers for 20 students desu.

but there are 1 of that 20 papers is dirty desu.

that means 1 of 20 students going to have dirty paper desu.

everyone does not need the dirty paper desu.

so everyone all tries so hard to get into the lines desu.

to me, any papers will do because they not going to give me more point desu.

I mean I am not the elite student for their education system from the start desu.

I can just sit at my seat and wait for everyone to finish gets all the clean papers desu.

but is it alright to let it end like this ?

outside I look so calm desu. siting and do nothing desu.

but inside of mine, something is about to explode desu.

what I am doing from that moment,

is going to explain who I am for the rest of my life desu.

what I doing is screaming desu.

as loud as I can to get everyone's attention in the class,

and jump on the desk in order to be the first one to be able to get choose the papers desu.

then the paper that I pick is the dirty paper desu.

what I going to get next,

is getting hit real hard at the ass from the teacher desu.

but this will never regret me desu.

I never understand my action at that time desu.

I just want to tell everyone that I hate this so much but I can not explain desu.

now I understand completely who I am desu.

RPG project is part of who I am desu.

but to make the big explosion I need more gunpowder desu.

the explosion that was made by me by myself is not called the big explosion desu.

is just called a big explosion that is full of an excuse of the loser desu.

that is why I want you guys to share the gunpowder with me desu.

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in short, what I trying to say is

I not going to say that,

I will try my best to bring you guys the new era on Hentai world desu.

but I going to say,

support me

be my gunpowder

and together we will bring the new era to the Hentai world desu.

my CG my service is nothing when compared to what we trying to do together desu.

but please understand that I already pledge all my life for the RPG project desu.

I do not hate anyone personally desu.

toxic,spam, scamer ,anti-sexual organization, Pixiv staff

have zero chance to win against the dynamite desu.

I will count everyone who understands this as the crew member desu.

the rules here are just an excuse for us to be together desu.

the thing that I expect from everyone is understanding my point of view desu.

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will keep updated news below ne.

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and request work that forgot to put the shadow on desu.