『皮肉じゃないわ』update 001 desu (Pixiv Fanbox)

Maxi bad side story desu. [English training desu]

I always consider what is inside people's minds since I remember desu.

[are they happy right now]

[are they sad right now]

[are they like what I do]

[am I do something wrong]

because I want to be like a hero in the Manga desu.

and I also afraid to be hated by them desu.

the reason behind this is

[what will happen If when I need help from them and help never comes]

something like that desu.

that why I think I also good at reading peoples' minds desu.

sarcastic from someone is like talking honestly with me in the more painful way desu.

[I hate you]

[I want to discredit you]

[I do not want you to be around here]

but I need to know why desu.

If I understand, I can let it go desu.

everything has its own explanation desu.

but not every time that I can solve what is inside people's minds desu.

and it makes me shocked a bit desu.

the most powerful sarcastic that I have met is

[sarcastic with a combo plus a cheap excuse] desu.

this type of sarcastic mostly comes from the girls at my age desu.

the core of this attack is

one day I just pick to be the bad guy desu.

I pick the Villain instead desu.

at least they can do what they want,

at least they can have a good reason to live with himself desu.

this also one of the reasons why I do the rape contents,

and be the Anti-feminism desu.

because

I always equal to everyone's desu.

by doing my best at everything I do desu.

[actually, more like to help the girl side more]

If I going to help someone I will help them like no tomorrow desu.

and If I not going to help then I will be sure to make it clear desu.

they said the girls have a brain like the boys but

why I always end up have a problem with these girls.

even now I still help the girl's side more than the boys' side desu.

but the hatred toward them only has more and more desu.

today I got hit by

[sarcastic with a combo plus a cheap excuse]

from them again desu.