『見るだけなら』[rape part 001.5] (Pixiv Fanbox)

about work desu. the training on ratio will be put on hold desu. it takes too much energy on body desu. until my health is better desu. bad news desu. I got a really rare symptom desu. I never cough like this for 6-10 years now desu. this symptom always occurs a lot when I at middle school desu. If I not getting better today, tomorrow I will go to see the doctor desu. I will rest a bit more for today to see desu. when I have a fever I try not to show my true color to anyone desu. it like my body signal to myself desu. this is my bad habit desu. actually no matter how crisis the situation is, I never once showed my true color to anyone desu. but when I have a fever it out of my control desu. maybe because it stresses me out when I try to figure out what happens to my body desu. this might be my fear of losing to something that I not know desu. I was always excited to go to see the doctor, and figure this out together desu. but lately, covid19 is in the ways of my decision desu. the hospital is one of my top list of [where do you want to go before you die] desu. I have something that I love but I have something that I hate a lot more desu. that why If possible I do not want to give your guys some uncomfortable and it might ruin everything desu. hope your guys understand and forgive me here and in the future ne. ---- おあがりよ!